1 paper down!

*bang bang*

i am leaving to singapore on the 12th

coming back on the 15th

then leaving for indonesia on the 16th..

excited?

partly coz i can see my new born nephew GARETH GODWIN (what a cool name huh?)

but my heart partly will be always in malaysia..

THE WORD

MANIPULATIVE

Yes.

That is THE WORD

tick tock tick tock...

11:12pm.. i ran out of sources to study...

everybody need encouragement, dont they?

but does it mean that one can be a baby and expect the whole population of earth to understand and pacify he or she?

yesterday one told me "your friend needs constant encouragement esp from you, as you are your friend's closest friend"

ah classic....

what one expects me to do?

pacify my friend? cater my friend's wish?

one puts the condition as if i never treasure the friendship tht my friend treasure so dearly... one puts the condition as if i being ignorant... one puts the condition as if my friend can behave that way because of my reaction...

one word from me: BAH!!!!!

no offense peeps, but what am i suppose to do?

may be now my occupation is no longer a student but an encourager or a-human-pacifier...

the more i think of it, the more i feel unfair for me...

enough is enough!

hereby i declare:
as much as i love you as my friend, dont expect me to do things that in your mind... i do what i can do, dont expect me to be a yunny that is in your mind! freak!!

stop saying that i never treasure this friendship! stop saying as if this only hurt you and you only!

who on earth in the first place ruin the friendship? you or me? YOU!

am i bias? NO! ah may be YES! but sorry, i have reached my limit... you hurt me enough already... please hurt me nomore.....

I AM ANGRY!!!!!!!!!

shallow in loving

disclaimer: this post contains religious matters... if you hate religious people and its rant.. i suggest you to click the box with 'x' in it (read: close window)...

ahem ahem... as a christian.. no doubt i am taught to love ppl regardless of who they are, what is their background, what they have done to me and so on.. (the list could go quite long)..

well, 3 years of my christian life.. i found it not easy to love ppl.. i do learn to be more patience and to control my anger... but a lot of times (without i knowing it sometimes) i tend to be bias when someone offended me or when i dont really like that someone...

what struck me the most is that... some christians (include me), we are still shallow in loving ppl... really.. i am not kidding you or myself...

why??

ask yourself this:
how many of you (esp christian), would still stuck to that ppl when that ppl have a very very very very very serious attitude prob?

how many of you (esp christian), despite all the scriptures wrote, able to accept a person unconditionally even when that someone proven to always bring problem?

well a lot a lot more questions that we need to ask ourselves...

how many of you, give up easily on someone that need help yet seems to refuse your offer?

many times we are expected or more accurately we are commanded by the Highest One to love, to accept them...

but... what struck me the most is....

many ppl that i know in church, when they left church, the church ppl seems to neglect them.. or to be more precise, the church ppl tend to forget bout them and do not care bout their well being...

it is like, 'when you attending church i will love you, i will care for you.. but when you arent, i wont care bout you... why must i?'

it makes me sad.. to see how shallow my life is...

isnt it we must love them all the more when they leave God?

isnt it we must make friends with all people even when they leave the church?

well you might say 'but they are the one who cut the relationship first'

but does that mean we are to give up?

i am writting this not to criticize the church or the people, because in the beggining i wrote that even i found myself shallow in term of loving as how God has loved me...

i am writing this to open our eyes...

i am writing this so that we can learn to love and to accept ppl as how God wants it to be..not to be so shallow...

and for those unchurch ppl, i am writting this to show that church and christians are not perfect, we are not God.. we are merely human just like you all, but one thing we know that you dont is that we have big and living God...

i am here, do want to apologize on behalf of all christians (included myself) that has offended you in many ways... :) one thing for sure.. God loves you and He will not forsake you...

why i say that?

coz even when my life was so messed up.. God never forsake me... .:)


cheers!!!

26 will be my lucky number... lalala~~~

from my last entry i am now realise that i am pretty much a joker..

why??

coz i said i want to start and to end my day with jokes..

joker aint i?

a girl that never grow up..

every girl has dreams... be it they look so cool outside.. sure they will have a girlish dream of their own... ahhh.. i have too..

i do not know since when i have that kind of dreams.. i do not know when i will have it..

i pretty much romantic person on my own... (well of course not tht kind mushy mushy one lor.. i pretty much cant stand those kind of romance.. romeo and juliet is way too much for me)...

ok ok back to my dreams..

i always have a dream to have my own house somewhere on the hill.. whereby its quiet and peaceful...

i always dream to live with my loved one.. and everyday we live a life full with surprises and love...

well and i have a dream of what kind of life i want to have in a future with my partner...

i want to live a life whereby everymorning start with kisses and jokes...

i want to live a life whereby everynite we end it with kisses and jokes again..

i want we always do things we love togethere...

i want we always hold hands even when we grow old..

i want we always be able to laugh at each other...

i want we always write a simple notes saying we love each other..

i want the both of us to love God all the days of our lives..

hahahaha.. well thts my dreams as a girl..

what urs??

i should be writing my assg..

ah i should be studying..but i am so lazy...

just went out with aink.. kind of impromptu coz suddenly she called me out after i took my bath.. hehe... she was quite stress.. it was nice that i can at least help her to feel more relax hahaha.. talk a lot bout relationship, the issues on marriage... we talked and talked how cruel is the world... how scary is marriage.. well nothing to be afraid of.. it just something that we need to conquer...

just bought lee hom's latest album [change me].

being the el-cheapo.. i went to sg and listened the whole album in HMV for free hahaha.. and then coz sg only have the version with dvd which cost more.. so i came back malaysia and found the cd only version..the price is half of the dvd-attached version.. this is like the cd i bought after my last-year-bought-jolin-cd... i used to be a song freak.. any chinese album came out i grap and buy it... esp jacky cheung.. yes i am his fan... hahaha..

exam is coming soon.... i am scared... stress...


ah today i decided to write a bomb....

1. be yourself!!!!!!!! dun be so fake can?? every friendship has its ups and downs... face it! dun just because some down fall then you start to be so fake and so pathetic..

2. dun push me too far..... in any of my friendship i have my limit... when i dun allow you to enter some part of my life doesnt mean you arent important... some part of my life is just not belong to you... i will never force to go in to ur life if you dont even let me in... so respect me..

3. weaknesses are normal.... face it and change it... dun think as if you are the only one with problems in this whole world... stop being selfish...

4. if you are a man be a man... if you are a woman act as one then..


and i also want to write some credits...

1. thanks for bring so much fun and laughter...

2. thanks for being there just listen to all my nagging..

3. thanks for everything you have done...



lastly biggest thank to my Daddy in heaven... You are the best~!!!

i am back.. hehe....

well today my dear melinda discharged from SJMC... she got her first ever bomb that cost her RM4600.... hahahahahahaha..and i met her 'lion voice' uncle... apparently esther and mel dun really like him.. he pretty much remind me of my daddy.. ahahaha...

my sg trip was fun.. tired tho and my mind was always in malaysia thinking of my project.. how can? coz it couldnt worked even after i burned 3 circuits!!!

went to china town to have a very healthy dimsum breakfast, then go ahead to harbour front to buy ticket but cant get it so end up buying from golden mile... after that go to vivo city... nice place.. had carl's jr burger.. yummy...

after vivo city is orchard.. my sis wanna go HMV.. so there we went...

last visit was clarke quay.. hehe.. din really spent time thr since we all kind of tired already.. had dinner at pepper lunch... i like the food there....

i bought a giordano top and charles & keith slipper.. all cost me SGD46.00 hehehe... pretty good deal... hehehe.. my sis shopped more than me!!! hahahahahahaha...

well now i need to pay back all the days i have used to teman my sis... study time.... *sob*

ok lar.. yunny needs her sleep....

my baby road tax is expiring pretty soon.. 2 more days!!! baby......... dun worry i shall bring u back on the road soon... pretty soon!!!!!

ok.... thats all from yunny...

Sing - Ka - Poh (read: hokkien)

view at clarke quay... prettty preetyyy...but since my ATM machine is not with me so i couldnt had dinner at the so-called-riverside-restaurant... *sigh*

me (ahem look at the bags and imagine all are LV bags), sis and cousin....

what am i wondering?

daddy!!! i want the channel dress... if only....

which one cuter? *puke*

the cousin, me, and the sad bear..

me and the sister.. tell me we arent look a like...

i cant get the LV bag but at least i got the pic hahahaha.... with the model attached... -_-''

well tht pretty much sum up my trip to sg... wait for me long post bout it... nitezz all~~~

update!!!

just back from sg.. tired!!! wanted to take aeroline ticket but was fully booked already...sad!

well.. this trip was fun... went to clarke quay, harbour front, vivo city, china town and orchard... wanted to go sentosa but it was raining till evening..sad!!!

i bought for myself a top and a slipper.. well i need all tht!! hehe...

and.. up next.. u shall see yunny acting cute...*puke*

and i want to thank God and thank my group member (ee way and carrine) that made the project done!! well done!!!! thanks a lot!!!

i want to lost weight... help me would ya? dont ask me out for dinner... NO!!!!!!!!! i refused!!!

i am boring!!!!!

ok.. lately i have became a bit stagnant.. all my creative juices gone... evaporated it was... i became a boring-early-20s-engineering-student... ahhh yes i have..

so first.. let me entertain u with my highly old dated picture... well... i know... i am boring..

ah ya.. tht's me during my 23rd bday at asia cafe.. how lovely of them to fed me the cake on my face... it was strawberry flav i guess..

second.. i'll show u guys how short i am.. yes.. i am short... and round like a ball.. i blame them for being freaking tall!!!

yes i believe by posting this pic i am actually digging my own grave yard, but i dun care.. ahahah and for the tan sri and taukeh.. i congratz u guys for being working adult now!! hehe.. ow ya see my point? i am actually shorter than them by one freaking human head!!!

thirdly, i want to post a creative art of my friend... hehehe i think i look uber cool in this pic.. hehe...

what was i looking at???

well is that creative enough??? NO!!!! hahahaha yes yes my brain told me i am sucks now! haha mb i should just close down this freaking infamous blog and get myself a real life... hahahaha...

ok... so on wed, i had dinner with esther, celebrating her 19th birthday... (oh yes you just gotta admit that you are no longer18) hehe.. had very fresh salmon sashimi.. i flew to cloud nine... the taste.. ooh yes when i bite it.. i am just happy!!!

bought her undies from women's secret (my fav shop) and nike T-shirt.. hahaha.. well..

to esther, 19 already... be happy always!!

as u getting older.. the roller coaster in your life just doesnt get so scary any more...

when we are young we are riding on fast track train.. as we getting older we are riding at steady but yet fast BMW series 5.. aik... but mine seems not to be BMW.. more likely i am riding a very slow motosikal..

ooh stop ranting yunny!!! no one wants to hear..

i want to buy panties and bras... yesh i want!! i want them all!!!!!!

hahaha...

nothing to do than this?!

what is the importance of having bf for a yunny?

1. a bf meant to buy yunny lunch or dinner whenever she feels like to..
2. a bf meant to become yunny's ah-mat
3. a bf meant to become yunny's confidante aite?
4. a bf meant to become yunny's ATM machine once in a blue moon, if u cant well the least u can do is provide her with food once in a blue moon
5. a bf meant to lead yunny.. yunny always tends to get sesat...
6. a bf meant to become yunny's hiding place.. yesss!! hide her...
7. a bf meant to be yunny's bodyguard.. yes!! make sure u r taller and older and also fatter than her!!


easy rite..

now..

why you have to choose yunny?
1. yunny very easy to please.. a bit indecisive most of the times but its allright..
2. yunny is future CEO...
3. yunny very seldom scold ppl.. she bite only..
4. yunny wont demand much... can say she low maintanance..
5. yunny very blur which become her plus point...
6. yunny doesnt fancy shopping
7. yunny very the much wont stop her guy from watching football...
8. yunny tak pandai merajuk... well she guess she is..
9. yunny has her own car.. so.. if ur car nicer than hers.. u still have car to drive when you trade car.. her baby very much reliable as well..

ok lar... just go the inspiration to write hahahahaha

*the one bolded is important and real.. the rest pretty much jokes... dont be so desperate and start calling me!! hahah i know i am a good material gf one can have but.. my standard is pretty the high....

beat first my zone supervisor GREGORY CHEE if you want to apply....

Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell...

Tired.. yes with capital 'T'...

i was so tired that i literally slept with the lights on... seems normal rite? not for me.. i am not a person that can sleep with the lights on.. i am tht tired huh?

someone said i looked tired today.. no energy.. is it? <--- trying to read behind the lines hahaha..

well let see whats been happening during the weekend..

1. World War III almost took place.. sigh.. Dun ask why.. i just hate when ppl talk rubbish and talk without filtering their words in their God-given-brain... the brain is there not just for occupy our big head..but is to be used... think think think...

2. ermm.. have dinner in batavia... some indon restorant.. Made the stupidest mistake in my life.. should have drove there myself.. Goodness.. once i step in the car, i can hear the-so-called-heavenly-cheer-and-laughter.. Yes, they laugh at me!!!!! so happy ar match making for me?? hahaha...

3. Went out with melinda and esther.. we had super fulfilling lunch at italianies, 1U. After that headed to pyramid.. arcade time!! hehehe...

4. Had a great time fellowshipping with kelvin and meng chyi.. hehe its been ages that we actually sat down and just talked.. He said he learned a lot from me.. haha did i impart anything?
if jasmine was with us.. it would be greater.. hehe..

5. today... schedule full..from morning 7am till 4.30pm.. back to back work.. dead tired.. i am dead meat.. hahaha...

pretty much the update from me... hehe..

update again soon.... tiredd...

nitezzz....