well before i sleep i just feel like writing something meaningful... :)

today a friend of mine quote this: "easier to DIE or to LIVE?"

what would be your answer?

my answer is: It.Is.Easier.To.DIE.

isnt it true? i dunno....

when a person choose to die it is because that person thinks the only way of escape is to die. it is always easier for people to run away rather then facing their problem.

To die is to give up, to die is a choice for the weaklings!

i din say i am strong, i was in the stage of commiting suicide before.. i was in the stage of ending my life before...

to think of it, seriously, only the weaklings will choose to die. Only a self-centered person will choose to die!!

when we decide to end our lives, many lives' would be affected. Our family and our friends have to bear with our decision! who would actually bear the burden or bear the responsibilities that you left in this world? Your loved ones! And who will actually give them a pad on the shoulder because of losing you? No One! NO one can ever replace who you are for your family and your friend! None!

To live is hard, but when we walk our journey, through all the thick and thin, we will see many beautiful things in this life time.

we can see success, we can see love, we can see family being build, we can see the beauty of friendship, we can see the moment of joy and tears and so much more that you would have missed out if you choose to die!

even the smallest things in life such as hanging out with your friends, laughing over jokes and crying together are so wonderful!

The struggles in life are just temporary, i believe we will find way of overcoming it when we have so much passion for life.

over every rain, there is always a rainbow and i always believe in this tale!

TO LIVE OR TO DIE? THE DECISION IS IN YOUR HAND!

CHOOSE LIFE AND YOU SHALL SEE THE FRUITS IN YOUR LIFE!

post-election

well i have been meaning to write a bout this...

u know tht malaysia just had their election... and it was pretty a happy one for the opposition as they won almost 1/3 of the parliement seats... i guess it was a slap on the face for the BN huh? i even saw one of those "funny" sms bout sammy vellu... well well well, too bad for him... if he has done a good job, he wont have such ending...

well but what i wanna say today is not bout the result but rather bout the after math... do u think i am politician? no no, rather i am a foreigner that concern on malaysia's well being.. ha ha ha...

but i guess a lot of bloggers out there, famous one, has spoken bout it.. but one thing tht they missed out is -----> the banners, the posters and everything tht they use for their campaign during the election...

wow! no one actually keep those banners and posters back!! they just leave it like tht... ugh! what is this?????

u won or u lost, still, u need to keep clean malaysia kay??

i am actually sick of seeing those posters and banners being abandoned like tht...

cheh.. like this how to achieve wawasan 2020? 12 more years only wei... wake up man! wake up!!!

or else when 2020 come u guys will say, "we are now having a new vision of wawasan 3030" bah!

i bet all of us hear at least heard morning show with ika, serena C and Pietro before... rite?

well... i dunno why ... i like the show and i dun hate either one of them..

one thing i dislike is the way they critisize people.. ugghh make me wanna punch them in the face..

bleah! they just ruin their show... booo!! if someone reading this and by any chance know them, do let them know..

they are not so perfect after all, so what with all the sarcasm?

well i guess no one can actually answer my previous post..

well well well.. is it too deep?

i saw this book... leader's daily reading by John C. Maxwell... ahhh i want tht book so badly!

i just had argument with my mom.. boo i am so sad~~

what's wrong with having my own ground to stand? what's wrong with knowing what i wanna do with life? and what's wrong for being single at this age? ya tell me!

today in class... i did something funny and so unexpected..

i was sitting in my class and so bored... so i took my phone and text dikos...

suddenly from behind i heard "ting ting tong tong", someone's phone ringtones... its dikos' phone! i burst into laughter...

i am so sorry..i din know your phone wasnt on silent mode... ooopppsss! *grin*

this week was indeed a blessed week for me...

well today a lot of things happened just out of expectation..

hoping the other guy doing fine.. :)

well... actually what i am thinking now is...

what if love turn into burden?

i dunno this sounds crazy and kind like impossible.. love is good, and when you love someone, tht someone wont become a burden to you..

but now..

hypotetically.. what if?

seriously...

what if love turn into burden?

addition of the nite.. hehe

wah 3 posts on a row man! i rock! haha..

okay lar.. i cant sleep after the blackout in ridzuan... i just cant sleep when there is no electricity not only it is hot but also i feel stuffed! i hate the feeling hehe..

so to kill my boredom, chintia and i were out just to makan angin.. so we went to k3k in ss15.. and guess what? we met 2 church leaders there... so we joined them.. it was so good to fellowship with ppl that so unexpected one.. we had good laugh and good chit chat..

actually tonite meeting made me wonder and made me think...

did God plan this? i mean, if it is yes, what is the purpose?

sometimes i have a lot of things that i cant understand that i want to ask God... so many things in my mind that i want solution for..

like tonite's accidentally meeting them.. what is just pure coincidence or there is something that God want to show me?

or it is just pure distraction?

well well.. but for now, i just want to enjoy the fellowship... :) if it is God's will then surely God will make a way... :)

well i cant sleep.... haha..

*sigh*

nitezz all!!

focus yunny focus...

focus to God first yunny

focus focus

dont be distracted....

you are doing good...

you are doing great...


you are who you are...