I'm so grateful that God is wonderful creator...

it took my breathe away for few seconds as i saw this magnificent and beautiful scenery of sunset...

now, who said sunset only can be seen at the beach?

our forever-jam-packed federal highway also have this beautiful sunset ok? but of course not everyday lar....

For He is the alpha and the omega,

the Creator of Heaven and earth.

Garett Godwin

*cheeky smile* i heart him...

the youngest barca player to be? hahaha...
adorable-nya...

p.s he is only 5 months old and he is this big????? *grin*

planning season...

today its the day tht i dun quite like...

i came back home from serdang and i was all alone, no one at home..

i dunno, i just dont like the feeling of coming back home without no one greeting me or without no one to be greeted...

well, say i am super cheesy or whatever... 10 years of staying far from parents still do not make me used to this kind of situation...

may be the next time i know i would be alone, i must record my housemates' voice and play it once i get the door open... but thts kind of freaky kan? sekali i heard some unknown voices, thts it lar! hehe..

well.. yesterday my friend asked me bout my future planning.. to be honest, lately i have been bombarded with this question...

ok lar so might as well i plan here lor...

my first plan or the plan A, but i wont call it plan A since it is so outhere... so i would call it:

::THE ULTIMATE PLAN::
graduated by nov 2008
get a job as engineer or if possible i wanna job in event organizing field in malaysia.
work for 2 years, and see how it goes. most probably will get a master degree in management in USA OR Canada.
meanwhile, with all the carrier planning, i hope and i hope, by then (graduated from uni) i will have one stable relationship.
courtship for 2-3 years, then get married ---> if like this, means i will get married and doing my master at the same time. so lao kong, better u have bigger income than i do ok?
meanwhile also, if i dont want to do my master, this means i will planning on doing my own business, preferably i will do business in event or wedding organizer, but nowadays i also think of opening car workshop (they earn like mad from my car alone... haha).
and also, by the time i work for 2 years, i want to give my parents a holiday trip to bangkok or taiwan (aiyo,i must be reasonable also mah, impossible with my RM3000 job i can gv my parents holiday to japan or europe or USA).

-- thts the ultimate plan for my life after i graduated from monash..

ok... as an engineer-to-be, of course i always do side planning or the so called plan B, and this time i would call it:

::THE-PLAN-WHEN-LIFE-GET-SCREWED-UP::
graduated, no one wants to hire me in malaysia.
fly to HK and get a job there, within 3 months must master cantonese and how to scold ppl around in cantonese (the later one is of course a joke)...
work there for 3-4 years, earn like mad (i checked in jobsdb hor, the pay in HK is big), save like mad and dun shop....
well since i dun want to marry HK guy, then i will go back indonesia after 3-4 years and find the one in indonesia...
of course by tht time i hope i save enough money to actually buy me a cozy little apartment and little car in indonesia.
since my dad is a businessman, it would kill my dad if i work with others rite? so i will work with my dad, learn all his skills and in 1 year time take over his business empire...
by then, who would reject to marry me? haha...

well..but of course i wouldnt want to go for the later plan... hehe...

i am hungry now~~~

am i doing the right thing?

does the right thing always mean the good thing?

am i saying the right word?

does the right word always be the word i wanna hear?

well... i dunno....

Hilarious.....

hihihi.. yesterday so emo horr..

i really really blessed to have friends all around me... tho some ppl make so annoyed tht i want to punch them in their face.. showing them God's hard love... ha ha ha...

today is rest day for me... actually why i need rest day ler? not tht i am so busy this past few weeks.. its just a reason for me for being lazy hehe..

ok ok... what to talk about today?? what could it be?

lets talk about a tale of a guy tht blind in direction...

so... if u got lost for the first time its ok.. but if u got lost for the second time within 20 minutes time.. thts just hilarious.. hahaha!!!!!!!!

at least i am better... and then, if u r supposed to lead the way back home... u should be the one leading not the one calling me at the back who was tailing you and asking me which direction u should take... hahaha!!!!!! another hilarious case!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ah enough lar... i dunno who else to tease hehe...

its raining outside... so does my heart.. bleah why so poetic one?



i dunno lah! i think i miss my home so badly... so bad tht i wanna hug my mom now...



sigh....



GOd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need YOu........ please please please.... i dunno what else to do or who else to turn to...

well before i sleep i just feel like writing something meaningful... :)

today a friend of mine quote this: "easier to DIE or to LIVE?"

what would be your answer?

my answer is: It.Is.Easier.To.DIE.

isnt it true? i dunno....

when a person choose to die it is because that person thinks the only way of escape is to die. it is always easier for people to run away rather then facing their problem.

To die is to give up, to die is a choice for the weaklings!

i din say i am strong, i was in the stage of commiting suicide before.. i was in the stage of ending my life before...

to think of it, seriously, only the weaklings will choose to die. Only a self-centered person will choose to die!!

when we decide to end our lives, many lives' would be affected. Our family and our friends have to bear with our decision! who would actually bear the burden or bear the responsibilities that you left in this world? Your loved ones! And who will actually give them a pad on the shoulder because of losing you? No One! NO one can ever replace who you are for your family and your friend! None!

To live is hard, but when we walk our journey, through all the thick and thin, we will see many beautiful things in this life time.

we can see success, we can see love, we can see family being build, we can see the beauty of friendship, we can see the moment of joy and tears and so much more that you would have missed out if you choose to die!

even the smallest things in life such as hanging out with your friends, laughing over jokes and crying together are so wonderful!

The struggles in life are just temporary, i believe we will find way of overcoming it when we have so much passion for life.

over every rain, there is always a rainbow and i always believe in this tale!

TO LIVE OR TO DIE? THE DECISION IS IN YOUR HAND!

CHOOSE LIFE AND YOU SHALL SEE THE FRUITS IN YOUR LIFE!