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update:
sure i feel so so so sucky ystd.. the whole day running away, occupying my mind with other things....

but today, as usual, the High S me will make excuses.. not for me but for the other person... saying, "u know,its not his fault, he's trying his best" and some similar excuses to side tht person... can u imagine that??? dunno im crazy, stupid or just way way beyond idiot....

smile... move on.... i cant be bug down by this more than one day..

guess i need more hageen dazs.... ya.... soothe my heart...

smile smile smile...