ermm 2 weeks in jakarta seem so slow.... so slow... i cant take it any longer...

ermm.... i dunno why, i used to live alone... to live by myself... so when it comes to live with my parents i feel its too much to take... not tht i dun love them, i love them so much..... but... the nag and the constant rules they give to me?? aarrgghhh.... sometimes it does drive me crazy.... but well, being a good daugther.... i do listen and i do do it... hahaha....

okay just a short nag from me..

been listening "im your angel" this song.. i love the song, its so sweet and touching.......

watching music and lyrics now.... what good about this show? the soundtrack very good hahaha.... but the movie? i found it so so nia lar.. hahaha...

ok...... lets get to the real stuff here...

u know how sometimes ourlives could be just around ourself, its like i me and myself.... its like as long as i happy, i dun care bout other ppl.....

but.. think again.... have u ever ask urself this: "would i be a person that ppl can depend on?" or "is there anybody out there tht would die (i know die is too strong word) for me?"....

it is important for one person to do life check once a while.... dun live a life that only revolves around u.... and when u realize it all too late.. u have no one by urside.....isnt it sad?

i learn along the way of my life to really be a person who ppl can look for when they are down... i learn to be strong for other ppl, i learn to love them unconditionally (its very hard and sometimes i feel like slapping those i love but dunno how to appreciate it)....

i learn along the way to build a strong relationship, a relationship based of true love.... if u ask me will u have a friend that willing to come to help me 3am in the morning, i can confidently tell u i have at least 2 ppl would do tht... not to brag or what...but the point is tht to have this true friends is not easy...it needs hardwork and love.... i've sown love...

so friends, in urlife.... do sow love to others' lives...

so when ppl ask u: "are u a person that i can depend on?" or "do u have a person u can depend on?"

then u can say: "yes, i do."

isnt it sweet to know that you are loved?

to love is a decision....