i am scared.... ><

in the shop rite now.. my colleageu having a bad now, she has not been talking since morning and her face is reallllyyy loonnnngggg fyi... i am so scared rite now.. i mean i dun like this kind of situation and i dunno what made her so the unhappy now.. its like i am living with a time bomb tht ready to explode anytime... just hope i dun trigger her emotion only.. its weird, if she argue with her bf usually she will pull her long face but not till the point till she doesnt want to talk and just trying to get herself busy.. i tell u... it must have been some big big big argue... is she having cold war? i dunno la... ahahahahah i am so scared now... God, take away her anger please.... *big wet eyes

aniwei... my loving leader, shirley boon is getting married real soon.. i am so excited for them... hehehe.. i mean, i love weddings and this time is doubly special.. coz the bride is someone so special in my heart... wah! i cant wait for her big day... well when is mine? hahahaha seriously.... i think hor... i think la.... i only think ok..... think only la ok... hehehe.. i think i really really cant wait to walk down the aisle myself.. when will my turn come? hehehe... i hope i dun freak the guys out la... but hey i mean... its my little dream mah hahahahaha....

well..... i think rite now i really dun feel like talking to my mom la... its like.. whenever she calls me she always nag me.. ugh i have enough of it already... please some please... help me would ya? haha get me a job with high pay... hahahaha

seriously i am scared now... huhuhu... i hope after i have my lunch her mood is better... ish!

oh ya.. i bought 4 DVDs yesterday, which according to felix, i shouldnt buy anymore coz i have been watching DVDs too much... i cant believe his memory is so good, the last time i tell him i wanna buy DVD is like looooooooooong looooooooooong time ago!
they always say girls remember but now i think guys remember too! or mb he is abnormal afterall.. hahahahahaha jk jk jk..

ermm i bought slumdog millionaire.. i cant wait to watch it... hehe

well oh well... i just came to realization how much relationship can affect one's life.. seriously... when we are single, all we need to care is just oruselves and tht what others do is not really matter to us.. as a matter of fact, we cant even be more careless... sometimes single ppl is more happy, more easy going and more relax.. however............................................................ when we got attached.... its like... u know... u r worrying when your other half din call u, or when your other half has gone somewhere without telling you... u r worrying when you make ur other half up set... and the list goes on... esp when you and your other half is not matured enough to start a relationship at the first place...

sometimes attached ppl can get emotional, can get so obsessive and possesive... u r overly jealous.. and become irrational... (hey, its true ok at some point... ) its like.. u stalk ur other half's facebook account, checking out all her/his contacts and get mad when you found someone more pretty or handsome than you... wahahahaha.. i mean.. yeah yeah u r in a relationship but doesnt mean ur other half cant have friends of the opposite sex...

then... u begin to stalk his/her phone, reading through their messages like u r some sort of cencorship department... i tell u... how ridicilous can it get? it can get reaaalllllyyyy silly... (its again true based on true account of my life)

so... better check la if u r having a healthy relationship or not... dont la just because u r in a relationship then u trying to be a dictator over ur other half life.. give a break would ya?

oh and oh... and.. when u and ur other half having big fight.. please please please dun bring ur friends go down as well ok.. like pulling a very longggg face... as if the world is just yours.. i mean.. hey... i know you r angry (i dun care whether u have the right to angry or not) but dont spoilt the atmosphere around ok? a smile wouldnt hurt you....

ok la... i better stop writing bfore i rant again... hahahaha if u realize it.. i actaually getting very scared again.. hahaha she is still still still having a very long faceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... seriously she needs face lift i guess... (its a joke) hahaha how lame?????

signig off~~