good morning!!!!!!!!!!!!

well you know what? i think i am really doing some stupid things such as revisiting the past... well... and u know its not the kind of good past... and you know by now that revisiting past is never a good idea regardless of what it is in the past. But i dunno why i keep on revisiting that place.. sigh... actually, ystd i had the chance to let go but i think the foolish me just refused to do so... haih.... what should i do?

well on the other hand.. job has been good... tiring tho.. working 6 days a week... but i begin to find joy la in what i do...

well to be honest i do miss life in malaysia...

i think now i am being selfish and childish...

its hard to find God here... sigh... its like...... i dunno.... i need time to re-adjust to everything... i feel my inner man is getting weaker day by day and it scares me... :(

*slap slap*

be strong ar....

o-hai-yo

wah since i stopped from my previous work hor, i've not been blogging that actively... indeed i've been died-ed.. .wah double past tense.. so strong sia..

aniwei now im happily at indonesia... not so happy la.... forced myself to be happy everyday to spend my day wisely here...

to find love here, to find hope here, to find success here...

well living with parents after 11 years of living alone is not easy.. first to actually listen to over-flowing-nagging every second (yes every second i tell u) is tiring... more tiring than waiting for someone that i HATE so much u know? and then hor... secondly, to always been asked to do this and to do that.. u say tired or not? this kind of lifestyle i seriously not used to it..

ok aniwei.. i need to stop la... i dunno what to write...

btw i have an idea eh no actually 2 ideas for business..so now keeping my fingers crossed...


ciaoz~~