just to tell you guys i am still breathing...

hi ya' all!!!

how u doing? (quoted from Joey, Friends)

Yesterday i changed my remaining SGD and now i am literally a millionaire hahaha..

I brought my mom and friends to had xiao long bao at Din Dai Fung restaurant... it was good, but still i prefer the Singapore's branch.. it is better because they used pork.. me heart pork..

after the lunch, we went to glodok (its a place in jakarta)to meet my mom's friend's niece... i dun like going there but i really felt proud of myself being able to drive there without any scratches left at my lovely car.. he he he.. oh talking bout car, i occasionally miss my baby, my first car....

then aniwei, this is the very interesting thing that happened to me yesterday:

my mom's friend said this very remarkable sentence:

'do not ever trust your pastor, but trust only in God'

see, actually there is nothing wrong but still there is something not quite right here...

i believe what she means is that not to worship the pastor and to put your belief system on your pastor but rather on God.

we ought to be submissive to our pastor and the leadership of the church, because the church where we are rooted in and the leaders in our lives is appointed by God.

of course, faith is not blind faith.. faith comes with wisdom and discernment from God.. this is where we ought to learn to discern the good and the bad fruits.

so the question is here, if we cant submit to our pastor, can we actually submit our self to the lordship of JC?

so what you think of it?

let me know what you think ok?

astalavista~~

By Grace I am Saved..

this weekend is a long weekend.. i gave myself a treat after hard work hehe.. i watched 2 movies in the row...

Up and G.I Joe are so good (btw, what GI stand for?) hehe..

anyway... yesterday (sunday), i woke up very early in the morning and then i went to church... you know the saying: 'one day in the house of God is better than a thousand day in the world' It is so true....

the Preacher said this: 'prayer with right attitude, the right mind set arent just enough, you need to lead a godly life style as well'

It is a simple truth, but that is something i have forgotten along the my way with JC... i always thought that i have led the right life style.. but when i was sitting there in the congregation, i was like being slap right left up front.... sad isnt it?

It was hurting to know that... i mean, not that i feel i failed myself but rather i failed God...

JC is the only One i never want to hurt (though i seldom do that again and again)... its not just emo...

that day i really asked God to really birth forth in me true repentance... and now i slapping myself every morning to remind me that this time i really will and i will lead a godly life not for anybody in this world, not for me but for God....

ah well, enough of the emo-ness....

ah well, btw i got myself 2 books as well, i dun really like reading a book in bahasa but no choice, its hard to find english version and not to mention how costly it is... hehehe... i really like the book i reading now by Max Lucado.

i am a geeky...

astalavista~~

Sneeze

Scene 1: You are eating (chewing to be more specific), then suddenly you feel the urge to sneeze, hence, you fasten your chewing mechanism. Alas, it's too late still for you to finish chewing... You sneeze with all your heart.. Imagine what happen? a little of your left over food (in this case it is cha siew bao)burst out from your mouth.. *sob*

Scene 2: You thought you wont sneeze anymore, hence you take a big bite of your cha siew bao.. This time, suddenly you sneeze, you cant help to control it. *jeng jeng jeng* what happened you guess? all the half chewed meat and bao all came out...

Well, anyhow, this is just an imagination.. Don't try this at home... :)

Be blessed!

ciaoz~~

ssshhhhhh... my mom is sleeping so soundly... dont wake the monster up..

its a serene weekend over here... my eye got swollen so hence the serene weekend...

i finished my Time Traveler's Wife.. its a well written book... really a book that can stir your emotion and made you feel the characters' emotions.. two (four if possible) thumbs up for this book! and i love the ending... the ending is a mixture of joy and sorrow... losing someone yet you know that eventually you gonna meet that someone if only you keep waiting and believing.. amazing isnt it? seriously, read this book... ha ha ha.. i seldom share what i read le.. so this book definitely is a worth to grab..

so now.. what is my next book? it will be plane Babylon (or something like that more or less)..

i want to get myself a new HP... seesshhh... should i?

btw, i think Angelina Jolie is nowhere near pretty ha ha ha.. Jealous? mb la.. but seriously, no matter what kindness of charity acts she has done, it cant be denied that she is just a marriage wrecker... i am no pro-Jennifer Aniston, but i hate those women who knowingly steal other's husband. to be fair, i hate those men who knowingly cheat on their wives too...

ha ha ha..why i say so? suddenly i am lashing out what anger to Angie? (angie? sound like we are good friends eh?) i dunno, i just never like the idea of divorce, getting married again and bla bla bla.. cheating on spouses... wht is this? what has happened to the sanctity of marriage? (as quoted from Rachel Greene, FRIENDS)

oh well as to say that, hence, do not take marriage lightly... its not just a paper to sign and like playing house u know?

ok la.. my battery is running out.. ha ha ha

astalavista~~

munch lunch munch

oh yeah... i am at home lunching my way and HBO-ing.. seriously, my english is superb...

this time journey, i really realized that i don't like ppl persist to know how i am doing in my life.. it never cross my mind till last week when i was talking to a friend of mine... its kinda scary knowing that.. what has happened to me? ha ha ha.. after all, i think i am quite ok after all... but now that i think back, i think i have a lot issue ha ha ha... emo? yes..


oh, today broadcast live from the red carpet:

my second aunt (from my mother's side) ran away... well actually up to now, we all dont know her where about.. ermmm we suspected she ran away from home because she is up set with her family condition, mainly her eldest son and daughter-in-law (the said son's wife)...

ok so here's he story.. she not happy because her son has not been behaving well and that know her daughter-in-law has delivered her first daughter, my 2nd aunt felt that she's not being rational bla bla bla... this is a very rough plot because i dont know the details (and also i dont bother to know)...


so now, the big family is worried for her...

so my big question is this.. will run away actually solve the problem?

actually all these can be solved with talking, i mean, for my name sake, my 2nd aunt can actually talk and demand her son to behave rationally.. after all she is the MOTHER...

in my dictionary, MOTHER is always to be respected no matter how ridiculous they are...

well..... as a son, we need to make MOTHER and FATHER happy at all cost la... tho sometimes i might feel like vomiting a pile of blood and then drink it again to avoid any waste of my precious blood...

oh well now i am really hoping my aunt is save and is in good hand..

well God, strengthen the family as well and filled them with joy and love...

ermm let see what i did again today... well at least i din broke any of my neighbor's property haha...

ok till then, till i broke someone's property...

astalavista~

update:
its a false alarm dudes, my 2nd aunt doing fine..
this is the interesting part: she was doing her hair in the saloon, and i dunno why on earth her cell phone wasnt able to be contacted.. ha ha ha...

but still, lets rejoice for her return in one piece, save and sound...

a little note for all the mothers around, when you are leaving the house, please make sure you leave a little cute note to notify us where you are...

huuummmpphhhh...

I am in love with L'Occitane... nice!!!!

i am now reading Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey N.

its a good book i might say, well written and the plot really flows smoothly... as if i am so expert.. duh??

my trip to KL/Singapore was a good one... it was an extreme fun and also a time where i really leak such a very top secret information... shesshhh... sometimes i wonder, did i do the right thing? well anihow.... im not expecting any black mail.. ha ha ha...

well i do miss my old good friends.. with all the heart to heart talk, with all the hardcore-fun we had, i really thank God for them... 10 years already we've known each other! haha.... where would i find such bunch?


ermm i think i bound to be a bad neighbor.. today i ran over my neighbor's vase ha ha ha... i am so sorry... i really din see the small little vase...

dikos: if u happen to read this, all the best with ur job oh... and i miss talking to u over the net, so come back to msn can? ha ha ha...

so astalavista~~