it is hard to deal with parents... sometimes they are easy to talk too sometimes they just refuse to understand us for they thought that they know what is best for us, which sometimes it might be wrong..
it is not pleasant to argue with parents.... the guilt and regret always come later... yet you dun know how to apologize because sometimes it is just not your fault and it's truly unfair and a non-sense...
it is very discouraging when day by day what you got is negative input from parents, looking down at you, picking on every single mistakes you make and dont even bother at your achievement or improvement..
it is very suffocating when you dont have your own space just to cry... to wash off those frown on your face, to wash off those anger in your heart..
it is hurtful when you are blamed for something you are not..
it is hurtful when your love for parents is taken for granted...
it is hurtful to hear 'you will never ever go far in your life' what does that suppose to mean?
it is mean to say that your own freaking daughter doesnt love you, and only care for you because you are one wealthy old man... i aint gold digger
it is even more shameful when you know above all these, you are still depending on your parents...
i have no whatsoever to be proud of... i have nothing else left but a piece of heart that truly care and love my parents but do they know that? apparently they DONT...
it is the feeling of being beaten down till you cant get up, even when u get up, you cant take up your face to look up because you are too embarrassed....
i think now, i really dun know how to love my parents...
they said i dont understand them, but do they understand me?
i dont freaking mind to be a good listener for them, but i am not rubbish bin to accept all their bitterness and anger...
why???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
P.S. no further question will be entertained by me, I MEAN IT
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