sick

cough cough cough

running nose...

i want my mommy...

someone said i am not fair coz i wrote 2 posts for the same person...

wah liew... hahahaha now i am being pressurized gao gao... hahahahaha....

bah!!! how???

hehe... i just came back from a long trip.... tired tired... does anyone know why the power in my church trip?? ermmm God pls let us know the reason so that we can fix it... boo hoo...


errmmm..... i feel lately i've been quite annoying... i dunno why... very annoying... hahahahahaha..... i am evil.....


muah aniwei i love all of you....

muah muah muah...

into the blue...

today suddenly i feel sad...

it bump me hard that actually i not ready to let my friend go.... i know this is his desire, his dream...

all this while i never really realize that he will be going for years and to a place quite far from here... i always ask him why ppl so reluctanly letting him go... why ppl so dependant on him? my first reaction when i know he's going away was happy for him and i told him that i want him to go with peace in his heart and i told him that i will learn from him so that i could make sure that everything will be fine when he leave us..

however today, i sat in front of my pc... thinking that time has past so fast and in another 2 months plus he'll be leaving... a part of my heart hurt... i feel that there is still a lot of things i want to learn from him, a lot of things i still want to share with him and i still want to know him better as friend...

this will be a first time for me to really say good bye with a friend that trully has blessed me and taught me alot...

4 years are long... i dunno what will happen within these four years...

surely i will miss him a lot.... his teaching, his word of season, his lameness, his stories and our dinner-lead-to-impromtu-movie-session times... not forgetting his vios...

he is one of my friends that i can relate to... he is one of my friends that can make me be myself and comfortable to be around with....

hope he will do great in sweden...

my dear sis and bro

ermm.... first i wanna congratz my dear sister, felicia.. u have my blessings and im trully happy for u... :) (when will be my turn? hahahahaha....)

ermm ok .... this post shall be dedicated to my dear brother in Christ...
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Brother Eng Kim

He's my leader in technical team.. or the so-called lao ban...

I learn a lot from him.. his passion for God has captured my heart and i do really want to follow him and gain as much as possible...

He's sharp and really knows what his leaders want... he always runs the extra mile for others, his love for ppl is pure...

He has the most most most most most most patient heart.. hardly see him angry... to be honest, i never see him angry...

to tell u all his good points just wont enough ... to cut short everything, He's a guy that fear the Lord and love God so much.... His dedication and commitment to God is top notch... :)

well... bro, you have been a blessing in my life and you have taught me a lot a lot a lot of things.... there are times when im a bit crazy but thanks for just accepting me who i am... thanks for really really trusting me of what i am capable to do, thanks for all the encouragement, thanks for all the times when you just listen to me and lastly thanks for your vios haha..

bro, in another 2 months you'll be leaving malaysia for sweden.. i know you have your own struggle... but bro, you will always have my blessing and support...

i cant do much for you.. the only thing i can do is that to reduce your burden and worries esp in ministry... :)

thanks bro...


where God brings you, there will be a great purpose and promises will be revealed... :)

Paris, yes i said Paris...

every rich girl has their own hair stylist...

well i am nowhere near tht cathegory...

but hey.. i do have my hair stylist...

from now on he will be the one cut and color my hair....

why??

well.. i used to go any saloon to cut my hair, as long as they can cut properly...

but since 2 years ago...

i always have a bad hair day after i cut my hair...

it's either they cut it wrongly or it is just plain ugly...

or... worse case is that they cut super slow and not nice at all (wasting money and time)...

then till one day i met this cool guy... note: he's handsome and man... seriously he's not gay at all hahaha..

ok appearance apart, he's good!!!! he knows my style, every hair cut he create just suit my face...

and today.. he saved the day..

around month ago i went to ss15 (i wouldnt give the name to protect the owner) and to my horror my hair cut came out so ugly... and and and.. .today i notice something wrong with hair...

so he saved the day!!! i simply love him..

ahem...

so u guys curious??

lets meet
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Paris Tan, Cut above Pyramid.

if u ever go there... ask him.... he's good!!! and nice guy!! and HANDSOME muahahahaha....

DOG

puppies are cute...

dogs are ok...

big homeless dogs are scary....

all in all i scared of dogs...

but today....

i did a pretty bad thing....

i ran over a dead dog on highway.....


forgive me.....

do not hate me....

*sob*

what a small world...

im so happen to check this blog...and guess what i found out...

hahaha the ex-gf of the blogger is my friend... hahahaha..what a small world..

as i looked at the pics... i was curious why this girl look so familiar to me...

and then.... i looked and looked again....

and it triggers my memory...

it was my ex-classmate back in HS... hahahahahaha...

world is not so big after all...

had maggie mee for my lunch and dinner... sorry guys... i just too lazy to actually get myself a proper dinner..

now i had a dilemma.. i know amsterdam sounds so tempting.. i got my air ticket booked already... but at the same time i do want to go back home... i dunno why... i think all the hectic and jam-packed- life here have made me want to go back home and relax... far away from the world, and let myself regained strength and rationale... ha!! as if im going crazy... maybe i am!

this is bad.. the last time i had this kind of feeling was early 2006.. i know it's not so long ago... but it took me quite sometime to really stand up again...

God, grant me Your grace... sometimes i do feel like giving up... but one thing that always make me strong is You... God show me Your stars again tonite, remind me of Your greatness and Your love...

i use lame jokes to divert my mind from all the problems.... i use my thousand-animated-face to deceit ppl... i use my smiles trying to be ok...

all these i do just to make sure im transmitting a very weak signal of "HELP ME!"...

is it pride? i dun want ppl to know i am weak...

or is it just pure fear? fear of letting ppl know i am weak, fear of letting ppl step in to my life, fear of ppl's opinion on me? i dun know...

bah! what am i writing?

can someone just smack my head now???

need not seem to be like this

need not to be spoken...

need not to be shown...

need not to be explained...

seem to be understood...

seem to be close...

is it?

pushing, pressing and forcing...

i am not what you think...

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they made it to the final fair and square...

they fight like a real man...

they play as one team...

they are LIVERPOOL...

question: have to be a serious person?

anyone care to answer me?

dear mom

food....

glorious food...

i want my mom's rice dumpling...

anyone can duplicate hers?

anyone can cook as good as her??

well she's no a good chef but she knows the best i want....

she knows how salty my food must be

she knows how sugar is banned from any of her cooks coz i hate it..

she knows my taste buds...

dear mom, i miss you...

i love you....

i love you....

can u send me rice dumpling?

or clone urself?

dear mom, i trully miss you...

you come first then only your cooks...

your two-only and cute daughter,
yunny

what?!?

today i went to monash international office (IO)...

so hor... this is the conversation:

me: miss can u help me to get back my passport asap?

IO: ow for what purpose?

me: im going to hamsterdumb...

IO: studying?

me: no, holiday

IO: ow then the immigration might ask coz u r here for study not hols.

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me: huh? what?

*sweat*

note: this conversation is true.....

hmmphhh....

i hate big homeless dogs...

they are scary...



they are unpredictable...



and...



they might have rabies....



someone plz protect me from them....

hehe... today.... today.... today.... yunny for the first time do lighting... ermm not easy to get the right composition....

i did badly.... i did badly... the projector too dark and the stage just too bright... *sob*

but now i can control a bit and starting to get the right composition.. :) hehe..

ermm this wed... AC Milan vs. Liverpool... this would be the best match of the year hahahaha... if liverpool win... if... and im sure liverpool will, haha i want to see how our dearly Sir Alex Ferguson eat back his word!!! hahahaha... i want to see it badly...

and and.. Juventus is back to serie A.. i know they will make it.. they will come back stronger this season... win the serie A fair and square this season my man!!! hahahaha...

ok... end of the report hahaha....

God is good all the time

hahahhaaha... GOd is good...

come repeat after me...

God is good...

*clears throat*

hehe i was testing my circuit.. no response.. nothing... no response.... *blink*

*scratch head*

then i dunno anything else to do... so i prayed and laid hand (yes literally) on my circuit board... hehe..

God is good.... eng kim came by to my house..he helped me and together we found out the source of problem..so now...

*ahem ahem*

i proudly tell u guys that my project is working...

my mini audio amplifier is working... hahahahahahah.. happy!!!! happy!!!


so guys, what is the lesson here?????


PRAY WHEN U DUNNO WHAT ELSE TO DO...

hamsterdumb?

amsterdam... here i come.. im beyond blessed... first... my mom blessed me with japan trip this coming nov... supposedly we are going there this coming july..but somehow got postponed...

but.. now i know.. its for a greater purpose..

coz.. my second brother blessed me with a trip to amsterdam..amsterdam baby!!! europe!!!!!

i really thank God.. its like my dream come true.. i've always wanted to go europe... i've always wanted to go japan... thank God.. really thank God!!!

well... amsterdam.... hamsterdam... hamsterdumb... i dun care how it sounds like..but im going there.. hahahahahhahaah im a little happy girl....

japan... jipun... jepang... you are the next destination... wooohhhoo!!!

who want to tag along? hehe..

my stars...

stars on the nite sky... im loving it..

i ask for one star but You gave me more than that.. You gave me stars over the whole nite sky that shine on my heart that nite..

You take away my pain, my burden and my hurt...

You lifted me up high...

You keep my tears in Your tender hands..

You keep my heart safe in Your loving hands...

I was crying... I was lost... i dunno what else to do...

but Your tender voice has give me strength.. i know it wont be easy...

but I will do it for You...

You give me stars, I will give You my all...

I love You...

thank You...

just like the stars, so does Your love shines upon my life and Your promises over flowing in my heart...

push me, u push me...

dun push me too hard...

im pulling off..

yes i am....

the more u push me, the more i will pull back myself...

i got a surprise today..

u make my day...

im happy...

thanks :)

disclaimer: if you dun understand at all, stop reading then... :) for i myself might not understand what i am writing..

counting the days... counting the hours... counting the minutes... counting the seconds...
do you now that it is important? day after day, hours after hours i pray... but you are always there...

i see the clock ticking.. my heart beat racing with it...

what am i suppose to do?

you know what? you somehow has invaded my life...

im resisting hard now...

im fighting fairly now..

you know what? you somehow has influenced my life...

im standing strong on my ground...

i want to cry but i couldnt

i want to shout out my heart but i just too scared...

i want to runaway but i know its not wise...

im racing with time...

hooray!!! my programming assg got cancelled... Thank God!!! thank to Ms Melanie Ooi...

Yes, dun b surprised, i wrote there thank Ms. Melanie...

i can be nice and sweet ok?

well... so now at least i need not to worry on the assg and really can 100% focus for the exam...

22 days counting for exam...

scary!!!

just feel like writing something...

that look

i got the look..

i got it!!!!!!

my hero~~

everyone has a hero... i need my hero now...

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*wink*

MU and Lizard...

ermmm ok ok first i admit that my phone camera is lausy... but this article wrote about fergie bragging that LIVERPOOL wont win this year champion league... He said that AC Milan will win for sure... ya riiiiite!! just admit that you're unhappy with the fact that liverpool made it to the final and you didnt... sissy!!! i hate you and your troops!! even if liverpool cant win, so what?? they made it to final.. and you?? shut up man!! just shut up!! (no offence to all MU fans). i never like MU and i will never like MU, nor shall my children, my children's children and my children's children's children. Ha!!! You hate me now??? hahahahaha too bad, this is my blog and i can write whatever i like hahahahahahaha...

see that?? dunno what is that???? see properly... tht is dead lizard hahahahaha.... i HATE lizard...

hahahahahahaha.. ok lar...... i know now i meng-hate-ing everything.. hahahahahahahaha...well.... lack of sleep make me like this... :p

I like

aawww so cute... ><

Keep me safe Lord...

*melt*

can boh??

to my dearest Esther Goh Shi Shi (bold, largest fon and colored, enough boh?)

she is my bestest sister...

always there for me thru thick and thin..example:
when im alone at home with my died-banana-tree, she always come to teman me.
when im hungry and too lazy to buy dinner, she cook for me
when im 38 to my very core, she teman me 38
when i want to watch horror movie but too scared, she teman me (tho she doesnt really like watch it)
when i dont bring my jacket to cover my face when we watched horror movie, her hands are there for me...
when im so bored, she let me kacau her
when i need accompany for something and some lame "date", she always ready for me
when i need a lamp post, she is the brightest lamp post i could ever had
when i need support, she always ready for me tho i weight like 100 pounds and more
when i go to one U, she's my path finder to my car


so friends, the list can still go on.... but i have only limited time to please this high demanding sister of mine whom i love so so so much

she's just simply amazing, awesome and fantastic


e = elegant
s = sweet
t = talented
h = hilarious
e = extravagant
r = running her life with Jesus

Roar...

i HATE it when i get angry over someone tht i dun wish i angry at...

i HATE it when i need to use the word "STUPID" to scold ppl...

i HATE it when my anger + DISAPPOINTMENT bug my self for days...

i HATE it when someone said things tht interpreted as "IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS AND I KNOW BETTER THAN YOU"


i HATE what i feel now!!!

i HATE it!!!!

B.I.G news!!!!!

yooo!! our beloved Ps. Kevin Loo and his dearly beautiful wife, Esther Ku, has officially open their shop today, 6th of may 2007.

CULTURE COUTURE

28-1 Jalan Telawi, Bangsar Baru 59100 Kuala Lumpur

p +603 2282 0222

f +603 2282 0202

http://www.culturecouture.com.my

this shop offered the latest trend from hollywood, new york and tokyo. This shop definitely all fashion lover must-go-shop!

random pics...

audrey & me (the "fa hiao" girls)

the ppl i love and cherish so much (clockwise: kelvin, mel, chris, kourosh, jet and nis)



Low Cost Cargo Terminal atau rendah kost kargo terminal (direct translation)
beautiful isnt it?


my dear jen bday last year... big girl liao oh...

hmmphhhh???!!!

my bro weeding cake... nice...

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just some pic to be seen haha...

身边
by 黄品冠

坐在你的身边是种满足的体验　看你看的画面　过你过的时间天也晴了　花也开了　微风也沉醉虽然你不说话　却也早已万语千言分分秒秒显得清澈又珍贵　只有你才能给我这种感觉

不管心多疲倦　梦想还有多远　有你陪伴一切都无所谓
我要陪你擦拭每个昨天　相片　日记　书签　有暖意慢慢浮现
我要用默默的体贴　让你睁开双眼　看见昨夜梦想都实现
我也愿意帮你打扫房间　把身体好好锻炼　好让你觉得安全
让你记得我的优点　无论任何时间　对我非常想念　非常想念

我也愿意帮你打扫房间　把牌技好好演练　陪你母亲打八圈为你写下盈泪诗篇　
感觉就像触电　才会对我想念　非常想念我也
愿意帮你打扫房间　帮你的爸爸戒烟　帮你兄弟姐妹买早点让你时刻觉得很炫　
生活过得很休闲　对我非常想念　非常想念

i love this song... it is just so sweet.... :)


a long day for me...

p.s. get well soon :)

this past 2 days i've been sleeping a lot... i dunno why.... i feel not good coz of sleeping too much.... someone help me!!!

im in love

yes im in love

yes again

i repeat

im in LOVE....

im in love with ---------------------------- > potato chips

hahahaha.. well last tuesday i had steamboat dinner with my members... hahha we were all so enjoying steaming a boat... and surely had great time.. one thing i realise, none of my members eat vegie... what wrong ar?? mb i should have vegie week in cg... hahahaha... not healthy ler they all... NOT!!!!

after boat steaming session, i went to pyramid for spiderman 3... well, its not as good as what i've expected... too many things in 2 hours and the story line just too slow... and to make that complete, i had headache... :( there gone my RM11... hehe...

after movie, i went back home miserably... my head was like time bomb, it can explode anytime... drank ubat and laid down on my bed.... end up talking on the phone for 1 hour++ ... we talk from cat to fish, from banana to monkey, from gold dust to shilling, from food to husband, from i die to who should die first and only God knows what we talked for so long... and after the phone call i still cant sleep..i end up slept at 5am.... :p

ok ok.... so today as we sat in the class for 3502 lectured.. me and diksha was wondering why all these ppl could came out with such complicated circuits and formulas... so me, yunny, the genius one, concluded that during those times, not many entertainment like today, so they so many free time to think all these things... hahahaha isnt rite?? come to think bout it.. what century did newton live on? tht time where got tv and cinema?? where got psp or xbox? SEE, tht is why when newton saw an apple dropped he thought so many things... kakaka... ok lar non-sense... bottomline i just hate studying... i HATE it...(for now..)

today no inspiration to write... hahahaha..

i say NO to maggie mee...

it's all about l.o.v.e

surely love is in the air...

what talking you, yunny??

of course not me lar...

it's ppl around me....

this ahem ahem like this pip pip

that ahem ahem like that pip pip

so many oh.....

i lost count liao....

hahahahaha...

just a little tot...

love,
yunny

im TIRED.... yes i am TIRED... emotionally and physically.....

sigh........

sigh........

sigh........

dun push me too hard and too far..... i can go crazy......



*grin*

yunny now crazy over guang liang pin kuan songs again... i feel like highschool again...
(p.s. faster get me the songs *blink blink* *grin*)


pastor said when girl said "aiyo why waste money buy flowers for us?" actually lying and wants the guy to buy them flower... i know its in general.. i think im the odd one... when i said tht i mean it... come on, buying flower as a gift? for me its not practical and what can flower do??? it dies after days... become ugly.. and fyi, im not a person that can appreciate the beauty of flower very deep deep one...

*blink*

yunny not a romantic person huh???

guess im not... i cant write a very touchy love letter, i cant write a good poem, i cant compose a good love song and i cant cook very well too..

so u judge me then...


hahha just a little tought of mine..


*grin*