haunted?!

i had a nightmare yesterday... it was bad one... i tell u..

have u ever studied so hard tht it haunt u even in ur sleep? oh yes i have, few times..

i still remember vividly back in highschool when i was so crazy bout trigonometry..i studied it days and nites until one nite all the sine, cosine, and tangent were my nightmares...

and few days back it happened again.. but now its not bout trigo...

worst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was dreaming tht i forget to sit for my important final exam and because of that i have to extend my study for bloody one year!!! scary i kid u not! i woke up anxiously.. couldnt be more thankful to God...

bad bad bad monash.. haunt me even in my holidays...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!!

my wish:
1. i can finish my study by dec... to pass all my subjects and to finish my final year thesis smoothly... God i really need Your help here...

and i wish all my friends to have a blessed year ahead ho ho ho! and i wish all my friends to prosper so tht i can enjoy the prosperity as well ho ho ho..

i love ya all!

I love Jesus~~~

season of joy... jingle all the way..

weeee.... senayan city was having midnite sale from 15th to the 16th of dec 2007.

i was quite excited, to be honest i never went to one before.. and guess what... i got my new toy at good prize.. its good! im happy my dad happy and the seller happy... so everybody happy, indeed it is a season of joy.. huehuehue..

so today lets talk bout christmas.. its a season i always like.. even way before i became a christian..

during my childhood, during christmas i would dressed up nicely and went to church with my neighbour.. as i grew up christmas was like a must holiday for me, in school we would have a christmas party every year, where we would played games and well, its time to really get close with your secret crushes as well hahaha... and the gift exchange part, it is always excited when u get the gift from the boy u like in the class hahaha..

well then in college year, i never bother christmas, but as i remember, christmas is the time when the TV programmes were actually good.. ha!

and now, as i am a christian now.. christmas got more meaning than before..

so i love christmas..

well... so what you guys are planning for this season of joy?

i am yet to plan..

most probably i will get stuck at home with my mom and my new toy... hahaha!!


jingle bao jingle bao jingle all the bao
cha siew bao lien rong bao
da pao kaya bao hey

muah~~~

2008 would be my last year before i enter to the era of mid twenties....

sign of aging?

sign of being a woman?

well..... i dont know seriously... but now in my mind the only thing i can think of is where would i go after this?

been considering to explore new things in new places... i want to learn new thing, i want to know new ppl... canada is all over my head now... wanting to go there.. challenge myself.. but well... should i go?

second choice would be HongKong... place of trading.. i think i can learn new things there..

third choice would be United State of A....

haihz.. i am just confuse...

but... now is the season of Joy.. hahaha

CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER... HOHOHO!

to those i know and know me, i love you all... and merry christmas!

i have watched the latest episode of heroes... ahhhh i dunno what to say, but of what i know, the so called invincible Mr. Adam Monroe, who by far was said to be the most dangerous man and the most evil man (note: it is just a tv series) can be defeated by 4 new and unexperienced heroes... alamak.... how stupid it can be? and why does Hiro Nakamura must be oh-so-sweet-and-kind-guy? u tell me.. he did not kill adam when he got the chance but instead he buried him alive!!!!!!! mind u, he knows the fact that adam is kind of mortal... goodness... ermm well... but entertained me it does so i wont complain much..

well well.. for all of you who dont watch heroes, i am sorry for the blur i caused u..

i am watching desperates housewives too.. hehehe cant wait for the next episode hehe...

well let see what i can share today.. i have shared with you how bad is the traffic here...

oh.. lets talk bout this

THE ISSUE ON MALAYSIA AND INDONESIA RELATIONSHIP.

as what we have heard, nowadays malaysia and indonesia is kind in a cold war with many issues of stealing going on...

for example, malaysia claims that batik is their ancestor heritage but indonesia said it is theirs.
and not only batik, malaysia also claims that REOG PONOGORO is originally from malaysia. and remember the 'rasa sayang' case? ya ya ya we all know it, if u happen to do not know bout it.... well it proves you are not malaysian nor indonesian.

ermm.. im kinda stuck now hahaha.. suddenly i dun know what to say..

for what it worth writing for, i am sure tht reog ponorogo and rasa sayang song is originally from indonesia.. and as for batik i am not sure...

i dont entirely blame malaysia.. a possesion can be stolen when the owner does not take good care of it..

for whoever sake you can think of... we, indonesians, dont really treasure our cultures... i dont even know how reog ponogoro looks like, oh who am i kidding with? and worst still, i never know the complete rasa sayang song... who are we to blame others of what other countries think of us?

today, my country, indonesia, has been looked down by others it is not whose fault but ours.

if we are able to proclaim our cultures and really really really treasure it, who dare a lay, even a finger, on our cultures?

ah dont go too far to cultures... take for example irian jaya...

do u know tht irian jaya is rich with gold? yeah many of u dont know i guess.. and do u know that almost all of our gold was dig by Freeport company? and yeah, the name itself has explained that this company does not belong to indonesia government.... do you get me??

oh no i sound like a-real-politician-wannabe....

well indonesia, good luck... we better buck up before all our heritages are stolen away and left us with YEARLY FLOOD, TERRIBLE TRAFFIC, BEGGARS EVERYWHERE, CORRUPTORS AND GOOD FOOD (at least i give one good point aite? ^^)

Hair Extension

should i or should i not?

FIVE things i hate driving in jakarta:

1. The lovely drivers here just blow their horn for like every TEN SECONDS (i kid u not!!)

2. The massive jam here just getting worst!!!! KL-ians drivers, if you think KL's jam is worst.. wait till u come here and experience it urself.. u'd gonna miss driving in KL... i mean it.. i do miss driving in KL..

3. The roads here are bumpy and by bumpy i mean really really really reallllyyyy bad.... forget about driving ferrari in jakarta.. forget it altogether!!

4. The amount of motorcylists are madness here!!!!!!!!

5. I have not drive over SIXTY KILOMETRES PER HOUR here.... i am dead serious....


i am officially missing my baby... :(


well... what a bout me???

been in jakarta for more than 2 weeks, have been helping my mom around, mostly becoming her personal assistant and also well been following HEROES TV series.... i think its cool but way too complicated....

well certainly miss KL, miss everysingle person and everysingle thing in KL...

been searching for answer...


well i am so tempted to work in canada after i graduate.. but well... i'll see what's gonna happen in the near future...

result has came out.. and well sucks, i failed one subject.. i hate it!!!!! :( i was blaming God that nite but then i felt remorse bout it... in the end i really see God is making way.. well not crystal clear yet... but hiya GOd is good...

well... seems i need to work even harder next year!!!

oh yeah christmas is coming.... wahahahaha.... planning to have bbq in my house... but so far no guess invited just yet..

and this is special message:
nyet, loe masih ngutang gue kado.... sennheiser donk... hahahahaha...

well leaving now..

ciaoz~~~

the secret behind super heroes

i finally understood why all the heroes (with the exception for batman) are not rich or they just have average life...

wanna know??


u sure??

it might be very lame

dun tell me i din warn u...

i told u already....

still want to know???


because... everytime they change to their customes, they just simply throw their clothes...


lets do some simple maths here kay...

first of all, with the high rates of crimes in US (where all the super heroes live), lets take average of 5 crimes per day... tht means they need to change clothes 5 times per day...

lets count.. one full attire consist of shirt, jacket (winter), jeans, underwear... at least all tht will cost them USD80-USD100 i guess... so if 5 times per day, means for one day they have to spend maximum of USD500 per day just for clothing... one month is USD15k.... thts mad!!!

why i say batman is not included???? because batman has rich parents.. different story.. he likes own the gotham city.... hahahaha different case for him....

see.. now u know why already....


dun tell me i din warn u this is coming kay....


i told u so....

hello???

ermmmmm... i have no choice to blog bout it..



what's wrong with motorcyclist? they think they are cats? have nine lives is it?????



the other day, as i was driving back home from uni (after my last paper).. i saw this two motorcylists.... driving on the fast line (which mean the most right lane)... if they drive only then its ok... but they were driving and talking at the same time.. i was like, helloooo???? i mean, first of all for a motorcylist to drive at the right lane is already kind of wrong, but to drive and to talk at the same time at the right line.. is like the biggest sin they ever done lor!!!!! insane! madness!!!! they want to talk they stop at the nearest petrol station or mamak lar!!! if they got into car accident how?



maybe now MBPJ must consider to make an extra lane which i shall call it: talking-while-you-drive-lane.... what do u think of it?



secondly.... i was driving the other day near medan there.. then i saw this guy standing outside a shop.. talking to the ppl inside the shop..well nothing is wrong with it rite..but i tell ya... this is another one crazy fella... he stood outside the stall and so out like almost in the middle of the road, a car that speed and doesnt see him can just ran him over kay?? siao eh.. can they choose some descend place to talk??? or if they want to die, can they choose some descend way to die and tht is not involving many people??



plz lar MBPJ teach ur ppl some road manners can?



i very the pening kepala ler....



tomorrow i will be leaving to singapore...



today i had my religious trip to a'cut above to meet my dearly paris tan... he is awesome... hehehe.. again my hair cut got praised.. hahaha i love him... if only.... hahaha...



erm... i have bought my xmas present for shirley and my cg members..so left with few important ppls.. gonna squezze my brain juices to find good gift.. hahaha..




hmmphhh!!! hehe...

i was reading my friend's blog..somehow i miss her now...

she is one of my friend i love so much, she is so fragile inside.. since day one i know her, my heart has already been captured by her.. i feel tht i need to love her... i feel tht she needs love but she doesnt know where to get it...

sometimes i regreted my action.. been to bz that i have ignored her... i know tht she is having problem but i dunno how to go in to her life..if only i can be more persistence...

chyi... i miss you... chyi, i want u to know that i am sorry for not being your friend when u need one... i miss you and i love you dearly....

i am so lazy.... its saturday... its HARAM to study on weekends...

today its baptism.. esther got baptist... congratz sis! hehe...

13 days to go...

Lame

bwahahhahaha... to pay back all the emo posts and also to apologize someone out there because got scared of all my emo posts...

hence i decided to post it..

disclaimer: this may be slightly 'cold'

one day... in a very far far far far far end of the world (north pole?)
a little penguin ask his mom: "mother mother am i a penguin?"
the mom said: "yes you are."

the little penguin is not convinced enough, so he run to his father and asked: "dad, am i a penguin?"
the dad said: "yes you are"

still... not yet convinced, he run to his grandmother this time and asked: "am i a penguin?"
the grandmother said: "of course you are dear."

being curious the grandmother asked: "why u asked so?"

he paused
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and said: "because...... I..... feel..... COLD"



cold rite? hahahaha...

1 paper down!

*bang bang*

i am leaving to singapore on the 12th

coming back on the 15th

then leaving for indonesia on the 16th..

excited?

partly coz i can see my new born nephew GARETH GODWIN (what a cool name huh?)

but my heart partly will be always in malaysia..

THE WORD

MANIPULATIVE

Yes.

That is THE WORD

tick tock tick tock...

11:12pm.. i ran out of sources to study...

everybody need encouragement, dont they?

but does it mean that one can be a baby and expect the whole population of earth to understand and pacify he or she?

yesterday one told me "your friend needs constant encouragement esp from you, as you are your friend's closest friend"

ah classic....

what one expects me to do?

pacify my friend? cater my friend's wish?

one puts the condition as if i never treasure the friendship tht my friend treasure so dearly... one puts the condition as if i being ignorant... one puts the condition as if my friend can behave that way because of my reaction...

one word from me: BAH!!!!!

no offense peeps, but what am i suppose to do?

may be now my occupation is no longer a student but an encourager or a-human-pacifier...

the more i think of it, the more i feel unfair for me...

enough is enough!

hereby i declare:
as much as i love you as my friend, dont expect me to do things that in your mind... i do what i can do, dont expect me to be a yunny that is in your mind! freak!!

stop saying that i never treasure this friendship! stop saying as if this only hurt you and you only!

who on earth in the first place ruin the friendship? you or me? YOU!

am i bias? NO! ah may be YES! but sorry, i have reached my limit... you hurt me enough already... please hurt me nomore.....

I AM ANGRY!!!!!!!!!

shallow in loving

disclaimer: this post contains religious matters... if you hate religious people and its rant.. i suggest you to click the box with 'x' in it (read: close window)...

ahem ahem... as a christian.. no doubt i am taught to love ppl regardless of who they are, what is their background, what they have done to me and so on.. (the list could go quite long)..

well, 3 years of my christian life.. i found it not easy to love ppl.. i do learn to be more patience and to control my anger... but a lot of times (without i knowing it sometimes) i tend to be bias when someone offended me or when i dont really like that someone...

what struck me the most is that... some christians (include me), we are still shallow in loving ppl... really.. i am not kidding you or myself...

why??

ask yourself this:
how many of you (esp christian), would still stuck to that ppl when that ppl have a very very very very very serious attitude prob?

how many of you (esp christian), despite all the scriptures wrote, able to accept a person unconditionally even when that someone proven to always bring problem?

well a lot a lot more questions that we need to ask ourselves...

how many of you, give up easily on someone that need help yet seems to refuse your offer?

many times we are expected or more accurately we are commanded by the Highest One to love, to accept them...

but... what struck me the most is....

many ppl that i know in church, when they left church, the church ppl seems to neglect them.. or to be more precise, the church ppl tend to forget bout them and do not care bout their well being...

it is like, 'when you attending church i will love you, i will care for you.. but when you arent, i wont care bout you... why must i?'

it makes me sad.. to see how shallow my life is...

isnt it we must love them all the more when they leave God?

isnt it we must make friends with all people even when they leave the church?

well you might say 'but they are the one who cut the relationship first'

but does that mean we are to give up?

i am writting this not to criticize the church or the people, because in the beggining i wrote that even i found myself shallow in term of loving as how God has loved me...

i am writing this to open our eyes...

i am writing this so that we can learn to love and to accept ppl as how God wants it to be..not to be so shallow...

and for those unchurch ppl, i am writting this to show that church and christians are not perfect, we are not God.. we are merely human just like you all, but one thing we know that you dont is that we have big and living God...

i am here, do want to apologize on behalf of all christians (included myself) that has offended you in many ways... :) one thing for sure.. God loves you and He will not forsake you...

why i say that?

coz even when my life was so messed up.. God never forsake me... .:)


cheers!!!

26 will be my lucky number... lalala~~~

from my last entry i am now realise that i am pretty much a joker..

why??

coz i said i want to start and to end my day with jokes..

joker aint i?

a girl that never grow up..

every girl has dreams... be it they look so cool outside.. sure they will have a girlish dream of their own... ahhh.. i have too..

i do not know since when i have that kind of dreams.. i do not know when i will have it..

i pretty much romantic person on my own... (well of course not tht kind mushy mushy one lor.. i pretty much cant stand those kind of romance.. romeo and juliet is way too much for me)...

ok ok back to my dreams..

i always have a dream to have my own house somewhere on the hill.. whereby its quiet and peaceful...

i always dream to live with my loved one.. and everyday we live a life full with surprises and love...

well and i have a dream of what kind of life i want to have in a future with my partner...

i want to live a life whereby everymorning start with kisses and jokes...

i want to live a life whereby everynite we end it with kisses and jokes again..

i want we always do things we love togethere...

i want we always hold hands even when we grow old..

i want we always be able to laugh at each other...

i want we always write a simple notes saying we love each other..

i want the both of us to love God all the days of our lives..

hahahaha.. well thts my dreams as a girl..

what urs??

i should be writing my assg..

ah i should be studying..but i am so lazy...

just went out with aink.. kind of impromptu coz suddenly she called me out after i took my bath.. hehe... she was quite stress.. it was nice that i can at least help her to feel more relax hahaha.. talk a lot bout relationship, the issues on marriage... we talked and talked how cruel is the world... how scary is marriage.. well nothing to be afraid of.. it just something that we need to conquer...

just bought lee hom's latest album [change me].

being the el-cheapo.. i went to sg and listened the whole album in HMV for free hahaha.. and then coz sg only have the version with dvd which cost more.. so i came back malaysia and found the cd only version..the price is half of the dvd-attached version.. this is like the cd i bought after my last-year-bought-jolin-cd... i used to be a song freak.. any chinese album came out i grap and buy it... esp jacky cheung.. yes i am his fan... hahaha..

exam is coming soon.... i am scared... stress...


ah today i decided to write a bomb....

1. be yourself!!!!!!!! dun be so fake can?? every friendship has its ups and downs... face it! dun just because some down fall then you start to be so fake and so pathetic..

2. dun push me too far..... in any of my friendship i have my limit... when i dun allow you to enter some part of my life doesnt mean you arent important... some part of my life is just not belong to you... i will never force to go in to ur life if you dont even let me in... so respect me..

3. weaknesses are normal.... face it and change it... dun think as if you are the only one with problems in this whole world... stop being selfish...

4. if you are a man be a man... if you are a woman act as one then..


and i also want to write some credits...

1. thanks for bring so much fun and laughter...

2. thanks for being there just listen to all my nagging..

3. thanks for everything you have done...



lastly biggest thank to my Daddy in heaven... You are the best~!!!

i am back.. hehe....

well today my dear melinda discharged from SJMC... she got her first ever bomb that cost her RM4600.... hahahahahahaha..and i met her 'lion voice' uncle... apparently esther and mel dun really like him.. he pretty much remind me of my daddy.. ahahaha...

my sg trip was fun.. tired tho and my mind was always in malaysia thinking of my project.. how can? coz it couldnt worked even after i burned 3 circuits!!!

went to china town to have a very healthy dimsum breakfast, then go ahead to harbour front to buy ticket but cant get it so end up buying from golden mile... after that go to vivo city... nice place.. had carl's jr burger.. yummy...

after vivo city is orchard.. my sis wanna go HMV.. so there we went...

last visit was clarke quay.. hehe.. din really spent time thr since we all kind of tired already.. had dinner at pepper lunch... i like the food there....

i bought a giordano top and charles & keith slipper.. all cost me SGD46.00 hehehe... pretty good deal... hehehe.. my sis shopped more than me!!! hahahahahahaha...

well now i need to pay back all the days i have used to teman my sis... study time.... *sob*

ok lar.. yunny needs her sleep....

my baby road tax is expiring pretty soon.. 2 more days!!! baby......... dun worry i shall bring u back on the road soon... pretty soon!!!!!

ok.... thats all from yunny...

Sing - Ka - Poh (read: hokkien)

view at clarke quay... prettty preetyyy...but since my ATM machine is not with me so i couldnt had dinner at the so-called-riverside-restaurant... *sigh*

me (ahem look at the bags and imagine all are LV bags), sis and cousin....

what am i wondering?

daddy!!! i want the channel dress... if only....

which one cuter? *puke*

the cousin, me, and the sad bear..

me and the sister.. tell me we arent look a like...

i cant get the LV bag but at least i got the pic hahahaha.... with the model attached... -_-''

well tht pretty much sum up my trip to sg... wait for me long post bout it... nitezz all~~~

update!!!

just back from sg.. tired!!! wanted to take aeroline ticket but was fully booked already...sad!

well.. this trip was fun... went to clarke quay, harbour front, vivo city, china town and orchard... wanted to go sentosa but it was raining till evening..sad!!!

i bought for myself a top and a slipper.. well i need all tht!! hehe...

and.. up next.. u shall see yunny acting cute...*puke*

and i want to thank God and thank my group member (ee way and carrine) that made the project done!! well done!!!! thanks a lot!!!

i want to lost weight... help me would ya? dont ask me out for dinner... NO!!!!!!!!! i refused!!!

i am boring!!!!!

ok.. lately i have became a bit stagnant.. all my creative juices gone... evaporated it was... i became a boring-early-20s-engineering-student... ahhh yes i have..

so first.. let me entertain u with my highly old dated picture... well... i know... i am boring..

ah ya.. tht's me during my 23rd bday at asia cafe.. how lovely of them to fed me the cake on my face... it was strawberry flav i guess..

second.. i'll show u guys how short i am.. yes.. i am short... and round like a ball.. i blame them for being freaking tall!!!

yes i believe by posting this pic i am actually digging my own grave yard, but i dun care.. ahahah and for the tan sri and taukeh.. i congratz u guys for being working adult now!! hehe.. ow ya see my point? i am actually shorter than them by one freaking human head!!!

thirdly, i want to post a creative art of my friend... hehehe i think i look uber cool in this pic.. hehe...

what was i looking at???

well is that creative enough??? NO!!!! hahahaha yes yes my brain told me i am sucks now! haha mb i should just close down this freaking infamous blog and get myself a real life... hahahaha...

ok... so on wed, i had dinner with esther, celebrating her 19th birthday... (oh yes you just gotta admit that you are no longer18) hehe.. had very fresh salmon sashimi.. i flew to cloud nine... the taste.. ooh yes when i bite it.. i am just happy!!!

bought her undies from women's secret (my fav shop) and nike T-shirt.. hahaha.. well..

to esther, 19 already... be happy always!!

as u getting older.. the roller coaster in your life just doesnt get so scary any more...

when we are young we are riding on fast track train.. as we getting older we are riding at steady but yet fast BMW series 5.. aik... but mine seems not to be BMW.. more likely i am riding a very slow motosikal..

ooh stop ranting yunny!!! no one wants to hear..

i want to buy panties and bras... yesh i want!! i want them all!!!!!!

hahaha...

nothing to do than this?!

what is the importance of having bf for a yunny?

1. a bf meant to buy yunny lunch or dinner whenever she feels like to..
2. a bf meant to become yunny's ah-mat
3. a bf meant to become yunny's confidante aite?
4. a bf meant to become yunny's ATM machine once in a blue moon, if u cant well the least u can do is provide her with food once in a blue moon
5. a bf meant to lead yunny.. yunny always tends to get sesat...
6. a bf meant to become yunny's hiding place.. yesss!! hide her...
7. a bf meant to be yunny's bodyguard.. yes!! make sure u r taller and older and also fatter than her!!


easy rite..

now..

why you have to choose yunny?
1. yunny very easy to please.. a bit indecisive most of the times but its allright..
2. yunny is future CEO...
3. yunny very seldom scold ppl.. she bite only..
4. yunny wont demand much... can say she low maintanance..
5. yunny very blur which become her plus point...
6. yunny doesnt fancy shopping
7. yunny very the much wont stop her guy from watching football...
8. yunny tak pandai merajuk... well she guess she is..
9. yunny has her own car.. so.. if ur car nicer than hers.. u still have car to drive when you trade car.. her baby very much reliable as well..

ok lar... just go the inspiration to write hahahahaha

*the one bolded is important and real.. the rest pretty much jokes... dont be so desperate and start calling me!! hahah i know i am a good material gf one can have but.. my standard is pretty the high....

beat first my zone supervisor GREGORY CHEE if you want to apply....

Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell...

Tired.. yes with capital 'T'...

i was so tired that i literally slept with the lights on... seems normal rite? not for me.. i am not a person that can sleep with the lights on.. i am tht tired huh?

someone said i looked tired today.. no energy.. is it? <--- trying to read behind the lines hahaha..

well let see whats been happening during the weekend..

1. World War III almost took place.. sigh.. Dun ask why.. i just hate when ppl talk rubbish and talk without filtering their words in their God-given-brain... the brain is there not just for occupy our big head..but is to be used... think think think...

2. ermm.. have dinner in batavia... some indon restorant.. Made the stupidest mistake in my life.. should have drove there myself.. Goodness.. once i step in the car, i can hear the-so-called-heavenly-cheer-and-laughter.. Yes, they laugh at me!!!!! so happy ar match making for me?? hahaha...

3. Went out with melinda and esther.. we had super fulfilling lunch at italianies, 1U. After that headed to pyramid.. arcade time!! hehehe...

4. Had a great time fellowshipping with kelvin and meng chyi.. hehe its been ages that we actually sat down and just talked.. He said he learned a lot from me.. haha did i impart anything?
if jasmine was with us.. it would be greater.. hehe..

5. today... schedule full..from morning 7am till 4.30pm.. back to back work.. dead tired.. i am dead meat.. hahaha...

pretty much the update from me... hehe..

update again soon.... tiredd...

nitezzz....

what to do?

i want logitech speaker.. need bigger speaker.... hahahaha..

one more year then i have to decide what i wanna do with my life..

earn money?

become nun?

cheated a rich guy?

or leave malaysia??

go to canada??

go back indonesia and become CEO?

hahahahaha... i dunno....

orang ngomong itu gak pake modal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what i want to eat:
1. nasi lemak with kerang
2. bak kut teh
3. chillis' mashed potato
4. jelly
5. ice cream

what i want to have:
1. ipod sentuhhhhhh

where i want to go:
1. japan
2. singapore

lalala~~

-update-
yay! i finished with my research now just need to make the report lalala~~ ISA i have conquored you!! oh yeah i have!!

ermm i am bored now.. i can die of boredom i guess...

ahem ahem...

i kinda sleepy..

finally... yunny watched mouse movie aka rat-a-too-ee.... remy is so cute... i like the way his hand works hahahaha... so cuteeeee... well too bad real life mouse not so cute after all...

i sat in lala car somemore hahahaha.. the light change to bright-white-light and got turbo sound bwahahahahahaha.. i dunno why since i drive, i tak biasa sit at the passenger seat.. may be i am destined to be a driver? hahaha

btw well well MU won 2-0 over chelsea.. well not to mentioned chelsea sucks, so i think MU deserve to win... but still MU sucks too hahahahahaha...

peter said: "yunny must know how to relax one..."
do i seem so tense everytime? hhahahahhaa..

someone said to me that i need to linger around and make friends with MU fans in order to find a guy... wahahahahaha.. coz that someone said.. majority guys in church (leaders) are MU friends... bwahahahah what crap is that??

i think i mix around with MU fans too much liao... hahahahahahah i am CONTAMINATED!!!!

.....

*wondering*

where are you?

i just want to write

yay.. have my one week break.. nothing to be happy to actually... many works need to be done.. bleah!! hahaha..

but monday is my off day...so dont kacau me.. no lunch together, no dinner together, no movie, no shopping and whatsoever.. and please dont call me!!! no!!!

yesterday celebrated mooncake festival with cg.. it was fun.. hahaha we played new game.. thanks for chintia for the idea hahaha.. we love it!! jasmine shared a very awesome testimony of her own...

after that we headed to taman aman to play again hahaha lantern lantern hahaha.. so long i actually never play lantern already...

photos to come.. i din bring my camera so need to wait for meng chyi to send to me haha..

boat steaming yesterday.... well not so nice coz not many choices of food there.. i think i ate most is beancurd... :( but i had good time.. :)

ermm..well had lunch with shirley yesterday.. really enjoyed fellowshipping with her..

new goal : 12 ppl by next month!!!

new dream: i want to have ipod sentuh.. hahaha..

bla bla bla.. waiting for sem break.. i want go melaka... i want go spore.. i want go everywhere.. hahaha..

what type are you?

i realized differend people have different way of releasing their stressness.. hehe...


so since i know myself the best.. so i will only talk bout me hahahaha..

what i do when i am down??

1. i drive alone... i love to drive alone at nite when i am stress or when i am sad.. just to chill down.. i dun like to be in the presence of many ppl when i am not in the mood.. i need my time off...

2. i sleep... yes... i sleep a lot when i have problem...

3. hang out with ppl that can make me laugh... :) just go out and be crazy..

4. i call home more often.. coz the feeling being near to home is good..

well tht's my list hahaha...

i dunno why i blog bout this.. but i think it is just fun lor.. hahaha..

btw today had lunch in kim gary... i just realised that i have not been there for almost a year.. amazing.. hahaha i totally have forgotten bout kim gary...

well i am not in mood to study this few days... trying hard to study but the progression so slow.. like turtle..

today checked out turtles with wilfred..wah lau.. the one i eyed on is RM80... too much!! wish i have a rich bf hahaha.

this week cg gonna have mooncake festival celebration.. we have games (charade, candles decoration and also poem competition) its gonna be cool!!! do come do come... hehe E5, E18 and E25 combined together.. woohhooo its just like the good old days.. hehe... certainly miss the moments together.. how i wish u r with us...

if u ever read this : i will never give up on u...

ciaoz~~~

lesson learned:
guard your phone well!! bwahahahaha....

mb i should give myself a break?? hahaha like today.. spending money on something that i have eyed for like weeks.. hahaha... and give myself a good laugh...

well..... ayam penyet tak gitu enak... kurang asin d... bwahahaha...

seriously guys, must, i said must, guard ur hp well... bwahahahaha...

long week... it is.. i rather to have 3 weeks without enough sleep than to go thru another of this week..

falling hard on the ground...

hurt...

beaten up...

searching for an answer...

i am learning to stand up again now..

i will cry nomore..

when the morning comes...

i shall see new vision...

i will not give up on u..

i will not give up on u.... coz i believe if it was me, u wouldnt give up on me either...

be strong ar yunny...

*slap slap*

be strong!!!!

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i am still searching... i will not give up till the last drop of my blood.. no i wont!!!!!!!

T_______T

-no mood-

i am tired.....

loving is never easy....

i am tired....


Lord, i am tired.....

i am tired....

can i stop loving?

can i stop caring?

can i stop being a leader?

MSN

finally...after long battle.... msn made his way to have me upgraded my msn 7.5 version.. for so long i refused to give in because i have been very comfortable with my old version of msn...

but today, msn send me this message: "You can not continue unless u upgrade to the newer version of msn."

being boycot, u say, what can i do???

i can only give in!!!!

so friends, now i am one of msn live messenger user... bah!!!

smile a smile...

talk a talk...

walk a walk...

i prefer to be unknown...

uughhhh sebel!!!

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update:
yesterday bfore i went to sleep, i re-watch sampek-engtai (the old version)... so so so so so romantic... and again i cried... *sob* i still think old movies are nicer.. more arty... i dunno, most of the remake movies arent so good as the original one, they lost the touch... :P

yesh, i just purchase a membership from leonard drake.. i think the promoter there think i am some rich tai tai...... i feel so pai seh when i took out the cash to pay them... haihz... already lar so big girl still take money from parents... just kill me lor!!!

i crave for chocolate.. yesh... i am... hahahahaha yes i want to eat neuhaus chocolate... ermm but the nearest they have it in satu utama... and im soooo lazy to drive down there... so lazy nia.....

suddenly so many things i want to buy.... and all i want only got in satu utama... wah liew... why oh why???? if only i have ah mat... or if only i have bf who would drive me up and down hahahaha.. ya ya my friend will say 'if only again...' hahahahaha.. well dream while u can friend...dreammm... dreeeaaammm..........

to chintia: chin ar.. consider ppl ler... dun lar let ppl wait for so long hahahahhahahahahahahahaha........... *wink*

lately has been teasing chintia... hahahaa... since she so free at home except for thursday till sunday, so i have been seeing her a lot at home.. so... well... my mouth just cant take it not to tease her... hahaha its either with tht one or with another one (names are disclosed to protect the guys.. hahahaha yeah rrriiiiiteee...) i found my joy...

ermm........yeah 2 weeks without fast food.... wan sui yunny!!!!!!!! oh ya..... talking bout my name...

ladies and gentlemen:

my name is:

YUNNY

not

yunni or yuni or yuny or uni or yunee or whatsoever.....

if u dont know kindly ask me how to spell it k??? dun assume...

if i spell ur name wrongly would u like it???

hahahahha..

adioz~~

had prayer meeting today.. it was awesome... can feel tht cg has grown so much... :)

had facial today... it was relaxing.. my face now clean shinny hahahahaha...

had stomachache now... not good not good....

nitezzz

so many things running on my mind now...

i need bigger processor.. hahaha

i watched resurrection after a friend's suggested it to me...

*sobs* the movie so sad....i cry and i cry nonstop.... i almost threw my pc when i tot in the end the guy died... thank God he didnt.. or i swear i wont watch any korean drama... hahaha...

well... it is sad to actually love someone but cant express it... sad isnt it?

i like the scene where haeun and eunha in the lift and at tht short moment they hold hand..

hahaha this movie dig a lot of past memories of mine... i think thts y i cry so hard.. hahahaha

thanks to mr.daniel tan introducing it to me and for being evil hahahahaha... so addictive lar....

continue to sob now..

ciaoz~~

ermmm.... came acroos something tht quite bothered my mind rite now...

what i suppose to do?

im not sure.....

well.....

am i wrong?

i dunno...

help me Lord...

my new gadget to be....

ahem ahem...

fasten your seat belt...

*deep breath*

tada...

ipod touch

.

.

.

.

.

.

*silence*

lets all pray for yunny now...

*blink blink*

my dear bro in canada, you know how much i love you... i will love you more if you would buy one for me... please.. pretty please....

presenting to you...

my new hair cut and color :

ps. sorry the pic looks a bit scary.. i was cam whoring.. feel a bit weird to actually smile to my self hahahahahaha... but the hair is the main object...

credit to Paris Tan, Acut Above. love you Paris!

update?

ahhh.. just finished cleaning up my room... so neat now.. good place to study hahaha.. yeah yeah... yesh man im going to study...

ermm suddenly feel like eating something cold and fresh hahaha... how i wish i am back at home...

well now i got some energy to actually update u guys on what been going on for the past 2 weeks...

well i have been bz with emerge 2007.. ministry and also cluster's tasks.. barely have time to study and also to do some house chores...

sleepless nites and also some arguments took place... unhappiness arose and complaints came in... i lost some weights but now i gain it back already hahahaha. yesh yesh i know i am a pig hahaha...

ermmm our transformer din win... we are not so happy bout it.... we tot the winner din deserve it ler.. (haha i think all the losers will think the same lor..) but really its not the best among the 4 transformer.. i think tanker deserve number 1... but well.. what can i say? hahaha...

and ya...because of transformer the guys keep on tease me with someone that very cute... hahahahaha... too bad he's too young for me hahaha.. but seriously he is so funny... so innocence and when he talks he uses a very formal indonesian BM... hahahahahhaha... seriously guys, he comes from which planet???

then... well a lot last min things happened but well.... i think if not last minute we are not counted malaysian rite?? tell me tell me... hahaha..

well some secrets also revealed... shocking ones and happy ones....

im praying that i can get back my money lor... *cross finger*

my exam time table came out already.. this time round withing 2 weeks i'll fin it... hehehe kind of pack but better than to drag it like last sem... hehe...

really pray that i will do well man..

btw i smell something fishy here..... so fishy...

ermmm i realised i din update much.. i am no good in story telling... bleah! hahahha..

adios~~

wah many things happen and bla bla bla....

to cut the story short...

we got number 3 which is not bad and well... hahahahahaha... neither do i happy nor sad... i am more happy that i can sleep hahaha..

well transformer din win.... everybody quite unhappy.... of course... knowing the process... hahahahaha... well just eat and eat lar later...

congratz to kathy, kelly, hilda, jaya, karen, wilsey and all those who won the competition... if u guys got cash just remember to treat us a meal hahahaha...

ermm................ ok lar short update


*sick*

sleepy....

where is my baby???????

i get very cranky when i dun get enough sleep..

so my dear friends,

i am so sorry if i somehow a bit not smiley face and talk to u with a plain face...

------- cranky --------

i need my anecdote...

i could search for all eternity long,
and find there is none like You.

yesterday as i was lying down on my bed...
suddenly i felt so stress..
the pictures of all the responsibilities i hold haunt me..
i felt like something going to explode inside..


but....

God said
there is none like Him..
He will touch me like never before..
i could search for all eternity long
but i wouldnt find someone like Him

His mercy is like river wide
suffering children are safe in His arms..


a friend said glory is released under pressure...
a friend said true friends are discovered during hard times..
a friend said characters are emerged during trials..

indeed is true..

glory is released.. i see who really work for His glory
true friends are discovered... i see who really care for each other..
characters are emerged.... i see who the true faces of ppl around me..

not only that.. i begin to see my true self as well..

improving and transforming..

touch me Lord... for no one can touch me like You do...

i choose to forgive

full stop

#%&@#^&*$!

ermmmm.... 4am in the morning.. after sending ppl back home.... i am dead tired but my mind cant stop thinking...

things do happen..

i am thinking should i defend myself? or should i apologize?

defending myself doesnt sound wise to me...

apologizing doesnt sound wise to me either....

am i right? or the other way round?

why it must be like this?

is it my responsibility?

.............................

i dunno.....

sad + confuse + angry + guilt + offended all become one....

sigh.. but i have no time to even entertaint all those.....

i barely have time to touch my text books...

i barely have time to take care of my face...

i barely have time to wash my clothes

i barely have time to spend with my loved ones...

i barely have time to spend time doing the things that i like...

i barely have time to watch the movie i longing to watch...

so....

what do u expect me to do???????????????????????????????

ermm...weird... very weird.....

have u ever been so emo? have u ever been so devastated? have u ever been in the state where u dun feel to talk or to see people?? have u ever been so desperate and lonely that you feel that the whole world is turning its back on u??

i guess everybody has been thru that... i am pretty sure.. if you havent then i would like to say you are abnormal... hehe..

ermm... i have met few people that when they are down.. they bring the whole world down with them.... when they are down they seem to be the worse ignorance ever...

lets learn some lesson here..

the don's (s) when you are down:
1. dont forget ur responsibities..
2. dont be rude in ur words and actions
3. never ever MIA... you would never know what urgent matter u need to handle...
4. dont bring the whole world down with u..
5. dont mix ur emotion and ur job..
6. dont start blaming others


of course u might shoot me back with like "hey, i am down, i am not like you strong and can always pull urself together."

yeah rite... dun ever shoot me with tht kind of words u barely know me... of course this thing doesnt come just like tht.. i learn and i discipline myself...

as a grown up... more responsibilities we need to handle, we cant say "oh today i dun feel good, i dun want to know anything."

can u say to ur lecturer "i dun feel good, i am emo now, so i dun feel like doing my asssg" heck, they wont even care.. its ur responsibility.. u need to do it and fin it on time..

can u say to ur boss "hey boss today i am so emo, once i wake up i dun feel good, so i dun want to go work." yeah try that, if ur boss doesnt fire u... do let me know..

can u say to ur wife or hubby "dear, today i am not in mood so i wont do my responsibility as ur spouse." yeah... then i will certified u as the worse wife/hubby..

can u say to ur children "today i am in bad mood, so no dinner." what kind of parents are you????

plz always think like tht before you think that you are the centre of the world.. plz think twice bfore u take any action....

:) lets be a mature person...

lalalalalala....

i am

HAPPY

yes i am...

coz i can relax at home after so long....


thank God its monday....

got a called from eng kim..thanks bro... somehow ur call always comfort me... :)

i hope chintia is doing fine... worried for her... sis, jia you ya... whatever happened you must be strong and i always ready when u need my help.. :)

............ suddenly i dunno what to write..........

nitezz...

phew finally can have some rest... tired tired tired...

you know wht? something has turn me off.. yeah its a turn off for me..so u better watch out of what u do and what u say....

my room so messy now... on thursday i turned it to be our small transformer's workshop... and my living room.. needless to say.. haihz... i must get ppl back to clean it up hahah esp my room.. anyone? those who love me...plz come and clean my room... hahahaha...

well.. din make it to missionarist final.. sorry guys... i've given my best...

ok lar.. i have a lot to say but my brain have stopped working...

showcase showcase

chintia is chintia, wilsey is wilsey and yunny is yunny.... however when the 3 of us brain storming... we can surely come out with some outstanding ideas and have good laugh...

well mostly come out from chintia and i am the one made the joke... and wilsey is the one bcome the victim... bwahahahaha.... anihow... we want to win it if we could... hehe and surely if we win we gonna treat ourselves in some good place to dine... bwahahahhahaa... k k guys?

well... i tell u what? once we showcase the product... i will post up the pic of the process.. it simply more fun than the outcome i guess... prepare to have the good laugh...

reading my missionarist book.. ermm tired... sleepy... and hungreee.....

guys pray for chintia, wilsey, and me k?? thanks a lot guys...

power encounter

it was a great honor having Ps. Mike ans Sister Joy with us for one whole week... 6 sessions with them were awesome!!!!!!!

simple teaching yet so powerful!!! first time in my life that i encounter God in such a way that i really felt His presence and that i was having conversation with God.. i tear like nobody else's business...

Ps. Mike really teach us the technical side on how to enter the presence of God and how to minister to other... :) first time in my life i actually minister to other in a way that i minister to myself as well.. i felt so calm inside and peaceful... i felt that God really moving thru me... :)

Ps. Mike also spoke the word of season to me..

overall i am so ready to go for war again hahahaha..

well, stress nia... its already week 5... its already almost half of the semester gone.. i found very hard to find balance between my study and my ministry.. for like almost 2 weeks i came back home midnite... i still trying my best to attend most of my lecturers... lately always overslept... catching up with my studies... hard but i have to strive... God strengthen me and give me wisdom... chintia already keep on warning me and ask me to consider about my ministry...

well happy to see greg with us again today.. hehe he looked so tired.. but just happy to have him around.. he is surely the man of God and awesome leader in my life... just a few mins with him i already can draw so much from him.. :)

ermm... what else ar?? well yesterday had a great time with the cluster teammates.. hehehe... they all really funny ppl.. jaya,wilfred aka tan sri, gerald, desmond, wilsey, timo, kevin, chu earn, and esther... .so long never actually enjoy myself laughing (not long lar 2 weeks only)....

today i replay the video.... he just left for one day but it does make big different.. today leaders' meeting without him seem a bit weird.. no longer i can call him.. no longer impromptu movie sesssions.... today ppl keep on saying how it is diff without eng kim around.. ya i miss you already lar!!! u better make sure u come back here with a lot of presents for us here k?? hahahaha or else i sepak u back to sweden or made u into swedish meat balls....

ahhh ok gotta study again.enough break liao..

already so tired still make me angry?

very boh song lar!!!!!

ranting

ermm today will be another tough day for me.. i dunno what i am feeling now.. sad? well i dun feel it now.. happy? neither do i... numb? i dun think so.... stress? kinda...



well... this week i realised one thing.. i've been revolving around myself... without i am knowing it.. when Rev. Mike preached bout martha and marry, i began to see my life for this past 2 weeks, full of myself, began to blaming others for my tasks and so on... i feel so ashamed after that.. knowing tht i was wrong with God... certainly i dun feel good bout this.. i feel so bad... i feel so lausy.. i couldnt focus on my duty on sunday last service... God is good... He indeed is my best friend.. His touch is always more than enough...



now.. what i need to do is to align my life again with God and put God ahead of everything.. i need to picture everything in bigger view so that i wont miss anything... :) well, so far i just concern bout other ppl.. indeed what bible says is always true, i read it and i know its for me but i din take action... and God send me a more obvious messenger.. Rev. Mike himself... :) thank God..



well.. today my dearest friend leaving for sweden.. well i am very sure he gonna have great time there... sure!! i am pretty sure.. gonna miss him lot..... hopefully i dun cry later at KLIA... sigh...been so bz this week that actually forgot bout his plan....



...... almost cried at comp lab just now.. :(

ahhh ya btw..was talking to Mr. Diksha.... ermm this world is getting sick... u know wht? in third world country (in case u dunno what is that, eg. cambodia, india, africa, vietnam etc.) kids (girls and boys) as young as age of nine are sold to become sex slave... and according to research, the age of boys and girls involved are getting younger in recent years... sad isnt it? what should we do?

all bout cakes

disclaimer: this post is not suitable for guys. leave asap if you are one. only for girls (gays perhaps? hehe)

blueee........ ermm i think this is swet hehe...

too flowerish..but very pweetyyy... *wink*

aahhh...classic one...

this one... unique..cool hahahaha..

hehe cute cute cute....

hehehe.... what do u think bout this?

ok... i love this one... nice, u see the strawberries??? mouth watering... this is my second fav...

yay!! my fav!!!!! loving it.. strawberries are just sexy....

so girls.... which one do u l ike????

pretty much the old dated pictures of me...

tai chao restaurant near esso.... you are forever in my list... to make me eat something i dun like... must give u the credit *loud cheer*

what is that????

-----> buntut tikus mee a.k.a mouse mee a.k.a lo shi fen (i know the former two names kind of gross)

yumm i have healthy lunch today.... yin yong, kang kong, lo shi fen and hokkien mee... ok ok not i eat all alone lar.. i have lunch with daniel, ming jie and ah ben... yuyuum and only cost me RM8 hahahaha.. loving it!!!!

yeah almost fin 4305 lab report.. hehe.. suddenly feel a bit smart *beams*

yuumm ok gotta go liao hahaha.. tata

charity

according to research, long period of being exposed to UV light is dangerous to skin. It causes early aging and skin damage.

according to research, global warming has affected malaysia badly.

according to research, black color absorb light faster and better.

according to research, V-kool tint film is so far the best that yunny know.

-we must love those who are lovable (hint: me) and in need-

so friends,

lets give to the yunny's car upgrading tabung.

if you care for yunny's health,
if you call yourself yunny's friend,

do give to:
yunny need money charity
ridzuan condominium


-thanks to those who willing to give, you will surely be able to ride freely in my car-

2.30am i just fin everything... tired...

bro, i am sorry to make u worry... u know what i will continue to strive my best... one thing that i said i will keep it... i will make u leave malaysia with peace... :)

haih... i dunno why.. since morning i dun feel good.. i feel sad, i feel so stress, i feel so empty...

ermm i have fear...

ahhh.. i dunno why lar... suddenly so emo...

i think monash uni too big liao.. i feel intimidated somehow ahahahaha.. yeah rriiiiite...

ahhh.... nitezz peeps...

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ps. above advertorial is not real. *beams*

today i feel very.. mind u VERY with capital alphabet... yes today i feel very unhappy... dun ask me why....

this issue i need to talk to our dearly zs already.... i really need enlightened!!!


oww..btw.... poor yellow mini.... the exos pipe fall off the car!!! oh no!!!!

time to write an email...

adios.....

hmmpphhh with emerge coming on... many talents are discovered.. hahaha today i really impressed with Gordong's guitar performance.. very very very good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

amazed!!!!!!!

ermm... btw today i dunno why.. i really felt so angry over certain person..... i just need my time out... i felt bad at the same time knowing that i was mad for wrong reason.. but heck... how???

i just realized that now already august!!!!!!! time to re-check my goal and vision... oh no!!!! i am now even more nervous... i need to buck up... 4 more months before 2007 end... must focus focus focus!!!

i am wondering, am i intefering too much? am i being to harsh? am i being to irrational? tell me... what should i do? both also my friends... but... there are things i just feel that i need to get it straight for them.. but, again... is this under my authority?

consequences of actions, irresponsible actions and maturity.... how i suppose to handle it?

i am asking God, am i being over righteous? am i being too religious??

i am just angry seeing things not done in the way it should have been done.... i just feel helpless to see my friend in trouble yet i cant do a thing... heck!! i just loathe myself.. but now as i step in i also feel lausy... thinking am i doing the right thing....

heck!! heck!!

i am just angry!!!! plain angry!!!!!!!!!

just bite me lar!!!

tick tock ping pong na na na na....

today jaya said something funny:

jaya: itu lho, orang filipina dari bule
(translation: that one ar, the philiphino from ang moh.)

muahahahahahahahahaha............. funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well..... i was waiting... even till now still waiting... hahahaha time to sleep.. stop waiting lor....

ermmm... today very fruitful eh.. i din take afternoon nap.. something i miss ler... :(

hehehehe... today shirley notice my new hair style... she asked me one question, "wah what occasion oh?" hahhaahahhaa.....

now i am thinking...

should i get those little cute hair pin? u think?? plz give me some recommendation hahaha...


ahhh.. 1.25am and i am still not feeling sleepy....

i am now wearing pink short and black sleeveless top... indulging my self on my bed and typing...

one question:

what will u do under a very uncomfortable situation? let say, somebody that u barely know send u back home?
1. just keep quiet
2. pretending to be bz with ur phone or whatsoever u can play with
3. dying to talk to the person
4. look out the window or try to keep eye contact as less as possible
5. play with your hair
6. praying hard so that u can get out of the situation
7. smile


well what else can u do?

and what would u do when u know someone like you?
1. act stupid and blur
2. tiao ke
3. confront the person
4. just act natural lor..
5. play along with that someone
6. take advantage
7. runaway

what would you do when you dont like your friend's partner?
1. ignore her or him
2. make him or her sick of your presence
3. like her or him eventho its hard
4. always call in sick whenever you have to meet him or her
5. annoy him or her (i like this answer)
6. fake smile
7. fake smile again

hahahahahah.. i think i am just too free lar..

today i dunno why... i feel something weird hahahahahaha.... am i impressed or attracted??? hahahahahahaha... i dunno... i just think this is interesting ahahahahahhaha but well couldnt be bother by it lar.... so many things i need to take care of...

in gap...

at the computer lab....


recently..the rumor around MONASH U MALAYSIA parking fee has brought monash to utter deep humiliation... (wah i actually used such a 'powderful' words?). First of all, ladies and gentlemen, we knew that MUSA or the so called monash university student association is to serve or to improve students' lives in monash or whatsoever... but, according to a quite-reliable-source-slash-classmate apparently MUSA ppl have kept the season parking for themselves first before announcing it to the students.... well not only that, the season parking itself cost us, the-pitiful-and-being-abused-financially-students, RM50.... (what???!!!!)... well, but again ladies and gentlemen, let me emphasize again that all these just rumor....

well... now me, the-pampered-and-spoilt-daugther-of-Mr.Niu is in dilemma.... well car polling is one of the solution for the cheapo me, but then, i cant go back home whenever i want... how?? ermm i've calculated already, if i dun take the season parking, at least also i have to pay RM40 per month just for parking... haihz..... not to mention, that i've been planning to rent a parking space in ridzuan which cost me an additional RM70... goodness!!!!

ok ok i blame monash!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha easier to blame others rite?? hahahaha...

ok stop bout rambling lar... hahahaha...

ermm.... i have got myself a new hair style.. hehehe.... ermm i want to put up pic but my camera has been taken to somewhere else.. soon k?? i promise this time.. hehe... *cross finger*

ermm...i permed my hair.. partially permed.. hehe.. its kinda cool and i like it... that is why i love Paris even more now...

the conversation goes like this:
me:can you change my hairstyle? cut it or whatever... i want to keep long my hair...
Paris: ermmm keep long hair ar?? cut ar??? *looking at my hair*
*long pause*
Paris: why dont you permed your hair?
me: huh??? sure?? then it will be very short and looks like auntie eh...
Paris: no no... itts like this... bla bla bla... *explaining*
me: oooo ok ok *with a bit of doubt* (but i trust him)

so... after 2 hours of process and RM*** my hair was done and it is good hahaha...

photo to come...

ok ok.. must go lab.. hehe..

ok ok i know... i take my word back..i telan bulat bulat my words...

but i couldnt help it but to post this..


a big thank to Paris Tan...

i love you even more now..

you never fail to surprise me and amazed me..

you are teh best hair stylist i've ever had...

- message updated -

sorry peeps, couldnt stop blogging hahahaha.... muah!

emo one...

listening to this song... the chorus goes like this..

i just wanna see you for one moment,

ha! how pathetic... but i am one sometime!!

to someone who used to call me 'bao bao':
u know what? i miss the times we spent together... impossible to have it back.. well hope to catch up with u anytime soon ya..... u know how much i miss u? mb i should call u tomorrow... if i have the courage to do that lar ya.. .u know i am a coward when it comes to u? bleah i blame u for spoiling me... miss u!

haihz..... emo emo emo entry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have shutter dvd...

who wants to watch it together gether with me??

register now!!!

i had my third phase puberty today....

why?

i had pan mee (big portion k), french fries, cappucino, tofufa and all these i had in within 4 hours time... aiyak! and im still hungry.. thinking to 'walop' my pao... ahahahhaha.... *grin*

ignorance or plain lazy?

i feel like revamp my blog site..but... heck.. why do i care so much?

hahaha....

so many things to do in this coming weeks... need to drive around more... i getting lazier and lazier to drive... with the jam (tho it consider so so nia) and also with the heat.... goodness!!! who willing to drive me around????

rambling in the morning.... nice....

ermm i had one comment from ppl that i dun know but the person seems to know me... hahaha.... shock... coz my blog is not a famous one... nowhere near famous... ha!

morning sickness come in... i hate that kind of feeling...

yesterday had the sickness for almost the whole day... i was dying....

ermm.....

i lost the momentum...

i lost the excitement...

bleah... if this continue like this... nothing special liao...

ahhh mb tomorrow have to go satu utama and buy ice cream.. yesh i should!!! to shut my mouth hahahaha....

oh btw yesterday was talking with diksha after class.... hahahaha it was funny that my brain short circuited few times... example, he was asking me bout the price of getting a tatoo... and i ask him back, "what the price of the pen?" *sweat*

talking bout tatoo.... hehehe i have this tot to get another one.... but should i? i think if i have one its cool but 2? i think kind of over kill it rite? aite? aite? aite? tell me eh.... mb i should pierce my belly button... wanna get it but with the amount of fat i have... forget it man! ha! *beams*

ow suddenly i remeber of this song....

'hey hey you you
i dun like your girlfriend'

ha! diksha, this one i think suitable for u eh... hahahahahaha... u know what i mean?

ok..gotta leave for uni already...

randomness...

ermm....

yesterday i saw this sign board that show:


to china, go straight.... ermmm too bad couldnt take the pic, camera wasnt with me.... hilarious tho...


hehehe.....

went to jogoya for dinner last nite...

to name a few cool dish....

complete set of sashimi, the-ever-famous-giant-oyster, tempura, haagenz dazs (yesh free flow man) and many that i cant name...

well.... how ler? 99% ppl who went there bfore gave a very good comment.. but me? i found it so so nia and well, not worth my RM100... what worth the money was the fellowship.. had good laugh...

i still prefer chillis and tony romas... hahaha...

ow ya... when i was alone at the dining table, this uncle (i think gor gor) came and gave me VIP coupon... what a nice uncle..but we got no chance to use it coz we were full too hahaha... thanks uncle.. God bless you....

well...

jogoya japanese buffet - 6/10

-end-

malaysified? or malaytionized?

which one sound better? hahaha...

it is because indonesia getting more and more like malaysia...

first...

there is shell now...

and...

there is petronas too..

too add in...

there is proton....

and to make it complete...

there is myvi!!!!

u say? whats more next?

mat rempit?

hahahaha...

And then you will see the morning will come

And everyday will be bright as the sun

All of your fears cast them on me

I just want you to see

I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I'll hear your voices when you call me

I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm near

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your angel

I am your angel

*for all those who lost faith and courage, you have an angel beside you*

*God will never let you alone for His love, His mercy, and His grace are new each day*

transformer project

calling to all engineers in monash:

i have a big project to build optimus prime... come on engineers and robot lovers do contact me if u r interested in the team to build real optimus prime (not some cheapo robot).

contact me at:
email - yunny18@gmail.com
phone - 016 9859593

erm.... today ing ho's preaching test.. wow!! i am proud of him.. he did his best!!! hehe...

im nervous... hahahaha...

okay....

semester started already... gonna b bz.... hehe..

i miss my classmates...

nitezz all...

ermm 2 weeks in jakarta seem so slow.... so slow... i cant take it any longer...

ermm.... i dunno why, i used to live alone... to live by myself... so when it comes to live with my parents i feel its too much to take... not tht i dun love them, i love them so much..... but... the nag and the constant rules they give to me?? aarrgghhh.... sometimes it does drive me crazy.... but well, being a good daugther.... i do listen and i do do it... hahaha....

okay just a short nag from me..

been listening "im your angel" this song.. i love the song, its so sweet and touching.......

watching music and lyrics now.... what good about this show? the soundtrack very good hahaha.... but the movie? i found it so so nia lar.. hahaha...

ok...... lets get to the real stuff here...

u know how sometimes ourlives could be just around ourself, its like i me and myself.... its like as long as i happy, i dun care bout other ppl.....

but.. think again.... have u ever ask urself this: "would i be a person that ppl can depend on?" or "is there anybody out there tht would die (i know die is too strong word) for me?"....

it is important for one person to do life check once a while.... dun live a life that only revolves around u.... and when u realize it all too late.. u have no one by urside.....isnt it sad?

i learn along the way of my life to really be a person who ppl can look for when they are down... i learn to be strong for other ppl, i learn to love them unconditionally (its very hard and sometimes i feel like slapping those i love but dunno how to appreciate it)....

i learn along the way to build a strong relationship, a relationship based of true love.... if u ask me will u have a friend that willing to come to help me 3am in the morning, i can confidently tell u i have at least 2 ppl would do tht... not to brag or what...but the point is tht to have this true friends is not easy...it needs hardwork and love.... i've sown love...

so friends, in urlife.... do sow love to others' lives...

so when ppl ask u: "are u a person that i can depend on?" or "do u have a person u can depend on?"

then u can say: "yes, i do."

isnt it sweet to know that you are loved?

to love is a decision....

hello peeps.....

in jakarta now.....

dun miss me too much guys hahahaha....

muah muah.....

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................................................

adios

-going back-

if u have anything important to do with me or just plainly miss me... well i am sorry, just wait for another 10 days ya hahahahaha....


-bye-

*wave handkerchief*

exam is over for like almost a week ago... but hey, i still cant do the things i want to do...

what is that???

get a facial, buy books and just rest my body.... im tht busy huh?

i have not been really taking care of my well being, i look ugly nowadays.. loathe it!!

ok... today i broke my anklet... *sob* its my bday gift from my mom last year.... sorry mom...

yeah, im going back on wed... yesh!!! i will eat good food, drink good water and have a very very very qualified sleep.. provided no body kacau me... hehe.....

i will meet up my friends there, sing K and go crazy with them... miss them loads...

ermm transformer.. going to watch it soon.. hahahaha....who will be the lucky person ler???

oh btw God is good!!!! i prayed that my car would be ready by end of june, but God is good, again, that my car was done last wed... just in time when i need car... Thank GOd!!!!

so, my baby is back on the road.. miss my baby so much!! but my baby a bit sick... :(

ow ya..i burnt my fingers too.. 3 fingers to be exact... hahahaha.. dun ask me why... its the consequences to work till early in the morning.. hahaha...

.... just some update on me hahahaha..


p.s hey guys, sorry the other day cant go watch movie with u all..

a leader

thinking on my leadership....

a leader not meant to be perfect...

yes indeed it is true...

but tht alone cant be an excuse...

a leader must go from glory to glory...

bearing the cross...

a leader must lead by example....

Holy Spirit guard my heart...

guide me in my leadership...

Holy Spirit navigate my life...

be the compass of my life...

finally after long week i can get more than enough sleep.... been staying up late... not late actually.. i stayed up till the following morning hahaha... thank God that i survive... i was tired till the state where i see not-moving-car is moving... hehe...

culture mandate with Rev. Kong Hee was awesome.. really blew my mind off.... really bring up the mind set of its-fun-to-be-a-christian.... i love Rev. Kong...

well... suddenly dunno what to write.... mb should continue my sleep.... nitezz peeps....

i told my self... ystd is the last day i cry....

i cry nomore...

i will always smile....

i will not show my weakness again....

i am strong....

falling apart?

been asking eng kim why he has such patience and tolerance..been telling him i need more patience and tolerance....

i dunno is it me or is it God testing me...

my world today seems falling apart today...

to start with, i woke up late...

everything started late...

went to buy spare part but couldnt found it...

started to get panicked and frustated...

cant get thru eng kim coz he left his phone... i was so frustated that i actually cried when i drove...

bought the wrong paint...

worked with uncomfy situation....

trying my best to divert my mind...

trying my best to talk and smile....

i am tired....

i am devastated....

God...... why is it so?

God.... i need You, for with You i am strong...

God.... guard my heart....

i am tired...

stop eating me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so far yet so near...

so near yet not touched...

not touched yet there is feeling...

why is this so?

its mine hahahaha...

ok.. been very emo hor yesterday, sorry peeps...

ok some good stuff and happy post to be updated.. hehe...

hehehe... i know its bit late and bit old... hehe... but better late than never... hehe..

last sat was my bday... indeed this year is totally different...

to begin with, at midnite 12am, esther and bro engkim celebrated it with me... esther gave me a very very very practical present.. i love it... and presented it in such a creative way... hahaha... simply appreciate it... after that... went to mcd to have supper hahaha... yeah no fine dining... hahaha..

then hor, so that is 23rd june at 12am... then the day started... had my cg meeting.. it was filled with joy.. once again, they really bluff me to the max.... they made it like they din prepare anything (just like last year)... then after fin cg, i was rushing to church... when i stepped out from the lift, there they are with my cake.... then sing the bday anthem... hehe.. thanks so much guys...

then at church...... ermm...... this time is usher team turn... well last week was also my last time serving with them... well... again, a lausy drama but again i got cheated... thanks ya... there my 3rd cake hahahaha... ow ya they put the candles wrong... im not 24 lar guys... sad!! hehe..

i was like.. quite bad hahahaha before i blew the candles... i couldnt resist but to say, "ermm.. the candles wrong ler...." then we all burst in laughter hahaa...

allison was saying, "chinese calendar..." hahahaha ya rittee... hahaha..

ok lor... then again..... eng kim insisted that i have to go back home with him...i was not curious at all... he just said he wants to bless me since its my bday ok lor... :) then .... bfore that i went to asia cafe to meet my members and celebrated my bday with them.. hehe...

so.... reach there.. i knew they wont stop till they sabo me.... big or small doesnt matter, i got it then they happy hahahaha...

so.... they do the tradiotinal one... pull the candle from the cake... but the different is..................

THEY PUSHED MY FACE ONTO THE CAKE!!!!!!! YESSHHH CREAM ALL OVER MY FACE!! IT EVEN GONE INTO MY NOSE AND EYES!!! HAHAHAHA.... GOOD GUYS!! U GUYS SEE... NO GOOD ENDING FOR YOU GUYS HAHAHAHA LOVE YA!!

bleah!!! wash my face then go back home after the dinner... yeah on my way back home... i saw another batch of ppl holding cake... i was like... oh no.. not again... why i scared?? coz its jeff and the gank.. they are all crazy ones!! hahaha...

but then again..i got cheated.. they said i perasan, its for delvin and bla bla bla.. i believed coz feli was thre...

so eng kim the master of all... brought me back like as if nothing gonna happened... so i took my bath... waiting for esther... as she came.. there they all... sang the bday anthem song again.. so sweet of them.... this time the cake.... esther baked it.. thanks sis.... :) so sweet... we all had good time eating cake and chit chatting..some secrets are revealed.. and i got some "interview" hahahaha..... haih.. seriously i think next year i must be a good girl during ppl bday hahahaha...

owww.. bfore the nite end... went to allen's place to get my stuff hahahaha... so there again i got cheated... bleah!! got another surprise.. thanks ... im so pai seh..

finally the nite end... i need to go sleep hahaha so halau the ppl back hahahahaha....

bfore i slept... adrian came to pass me cake... hahahaha thanks adrian... :)

sunday come.. lalalalalala.... having my bday dinner at hard rock cafe with shirley and subzone... really happy that they all happy hahahaha .. we all had great time together... share things, again some secrets were revealed hahahahahaha....

but most important is that shirley was happy... :)

subzone bless me with cash..so does eng kim... hahaha.. but his way of giving it to me.. lame lar bro hahahaha... but thanks ya...

so thank God for such wonderful bday... i am so blessed and so loved..

p.s photos will up loaded soon hahaha... bz now ler...